"Why Do You Only Ever Call Me When You're High?" (O/O) (MATURE) (Closed, stalkers welcome!)

AHA- I should not have another rp rn, I have way to many. But I am sick, miserable and I need some good angst, fluff, and slow burn love. Here's the song that I low key got this idea- Music Please listen with headphones it's totally worth it!!!!!

So here's the basic idea of the rp, this will be angsty so like- Aha- I would like to be Character A and I can rp as the toxic S/O if needed.

Basically, it's Character A that is madly in love with their best friend, Character B. However, Character B is in love with their toxic s/o. Or so Character B thinks. However, when the nights get more and more toxic, or at times they just need a break, or an escape, they usually just casually ask if they can stay with Character A. And they find themselves falling in love with Character A, but are still loyal to their S/O. In a way, they kind of use Character A's feelings to their advantage, aware that they know what they're doing might hurt the other, but they've really only found comfort in Character A. They find themselves trapped within a toxic relationship, and slowly falling out of love with their S/O and in love with Character A. Drama of course ensues.

• I am better at writing LGBT+ relationships, it's just easier for me? So this will probably be gay or lesbian.
• If smut becomes a thing, it will be moved to pm. Let me know at the beginning of the rp if you're okay with this or if you want to skip it.
• This will be bloody, gory, there will be mentions of sensitive topics so please for the love of god tell me what your triggers are. I don't want to hurt anyone.
• If I am not familiar with your style of roleplaying, or it has been a while, I will ask for an rp style.
• Please no one liners, I'm not a huge fan of them. I understand if you're tired, or not up to it. Your replies can be short but please don't make it a habit.
• Don't be a dick, I think this should be self-explanatory.
• Have somewhat decent grammar? Okay? Okay.
• If you have an idea, let me know! Chances are, I'll want to hear it!
• I would prefer this not to die, so maybe be active? I'm not very active myself, so maybe like once a day or something?

I'll post a character once we've figured it out.

@prescription-made-painkillers

Heyo!

Heyo!

So, who will I be and are we using templates or no?

Hmmm. I think that we could use small templates, just so we have basics for characters.

Okay!

Yeah! Unless you want a complicated one XD

No, a short one is fine. So, I'm B then?

If you're okay with that?

Yep!

Kk. And what kinda relationship are we doing?

Uh, your character can be any gender you want, but my character is going to be a trans guy whose abusive s/o is a cis woman because I don't want to express my trauma all over you but i do want to express my trauma all over you oh god im sorry I just like putting parts of myself and my life in my writing lol.

Oof- You got it. I'm more comfortable making male characters and I have been in a band mood lately- SO- Yeah, I gotchu. Do you want to be in charge of the S/O then?

I mean, we could take turns if you wanted? Depending on the scene.

Sure, that works!

Okay, here's the basic template:
Name:
Age: (I was thinking somewhere between 18-22?)
Gender/Pronouns:
Zodiac:
Appearance:
Personality:
Trivia:

Name: Caspian Lir Thomson
Age: 21
Gender/Pronouns: Male, He/him/his
Zodiac:
Appearance: Caspian has sea green eyes. It's as if some god decided, "let's put the entire damn ocean in this kids eyes". He has strawberry blonde hair that leans more towards a pale red, however, it's mostly blonde since it's been bleached by the sun. His hair is very curly and he usually has it in a tiny ponytail. He has freckles everywhere, and I mean everywhere. There's a light spray over his cheeks, but like- his back is covered in them, as well as his shoulders. He has that "sweet sunshine smile" that could honestly melt an ice cold heart. He loves hoodies and he loves to steal them. He's average height, but skinny twink man. He's about 5'7ish. He's usually seen wearing hoodies. If he's not wearing hoodies, so be it, t-shirts. He loves jeans, but sometimes he just prefers leggings. They're comfortable. He's usually wearing vans and then some sort of pride wear.
Personality: Cas is someone that is the definition of the sun. He is warm and kind. He loves to be around people and is very much an extrovert. His idea of fun is going outside and soaking in the sun while hiking through the woods. He's very much a hard worker and however, he tends to overwork himself. He's very sweet and cares intensely for those around him. He is an empath in the biggest way, and is a great hugger. He's just always so warm and welcoming. However, when he is angry, he's even more like the sun. He will burn you to a crisp. He's highly emotional, yet incredibly strong. He knows how to hold things together. Often he is considered "the glue" within friendships. He is extremely insecure.
Trivia:

• He is left handed
• Loves sweet things
• Can speak two other languages, French and Japanese
• Has a golden retriever, he's about 2 years old and his name is Anubis.
• Studying to become a doctor

Name: Dorian Dionysus Clemont
Age: 19
Gender/Pronouns: Trans guy, he/him
Zodiac: Gemini
Appearance: https://picrew.me/share?cd=kSTKCIQrVY A picrew, as I am too lazy to write.
Personality: Just tired, he's so done. He really only wants to sleep, and then sleep some more. But he does have a heart, just a very icy one.
Trivia:
Idk.

Sounds wonderful! How do we want to start?

I… don't know.

Do you want me to post starter of them meeting up after Dorian texted Cas asking if he could stay over for the night?

Sure, then!

Sounds good!//

Caspian was exhausted from the long ass day at his university. He was quietly sipping on coffee in his small home when his phone went off. Of course, he always jumped to grab his phone, being the anxious bean he was to grab and read a message. He hummed and smiled, seeing the notification was from Dorian. He opened it and the smile fell. Dorian was asking if he could stay over… which of course he was fine with… but he was getting worried. However, he pushed it aside and grabs a coat so that he could meet up with his friend. He wraps his coat around him as he clambers into his car. Same meeting spot? He texts.

u mean over by th ecoffee place? ye, sound good. he texted back, already working to cover the bruise on his face with makeup so Caspian wouldn't worry. He hated using the stuff, it made his skin itch to hell and gave him the worst acne, making him need to use more makeup and thus repeat the cycle, but his girlfriend would kill him if he didn't. Literally, she'd threatened him with a knife last night if anyone found out, which was why he'd skipped class today instead of attending two hours early for each one he had that day. He was always worried, always running about, but mostly he'd been staying on the down-low for today. He slipped on a sweater over his huge button-down and put on his best skirt, the one that showed off most of his legs and always made his girlfriend jealous in a way she couldn't retaliate against. He wanted to… entice Caspian, give him more of a chance of staying the night. They'd messed around a bit before, nothing serious but he was definitely prepared for that eventuality. He hated cheating on his girlfriend, but sometimes that was the only way to stay safe from her.

Caspian hummed as he received the notification, nodding and heading to the cute little cafe that they had always gone to. It was considered their safe place, really. They had been friends since high school, and of course were still pretty close. Caspian had been working hard for college, not to mention he was always busy playing violin and of course participating in the volleyball team. But he always made sure he had time for Dorian. He knew that Dorian had a roommate, however he had no idea that his friend had a girlfriend. But he had never made any moves towards his friend because he feared their loss of friendship, even when they messed around, it had always been an unspoken rule that there were no strings attached. It was just them messing around. Having fun. They never went far, really. He inhaled softly and ran a hand through his hair, turning into the parking lot. You're such a fucking dumbass… really? Falling in love with your best friend? He doesn't even have any interest in you- besides you have no fucking chance- He smiled a little when he saw Dorian, hopping out of the car to greet his friend and give him a hug. "Hey. You ready to blow this popsicle stand, or do you want to get something first?" He asks curiously once he had pulled away.

"Eh, let's stay and chat a while." mostly because his girlfriend didn't know about this spot, but she knew where Caspian lived and it probably wouldn't be safe to leave until after dark. Fortunately, the sun would set in just twenty minutes, give or take, it was seven-thirty now and late Autumn, the night would come and usually she was too drunk and lazy by then to go after him much. "So, how's classes?"

Caspian had met Dorian's so called roommate, at least that's what she had introduced herself as. And him being a sweet little dumb baby when it came to things such as relationships and reading cues, hadn't picked up on the fact that they were dating. So… He nods and smiles, "Of course. I could go with some coffee." He chuckles and hums quietly, releasing his friend from his gentle hug. "I'll pay tonight." That was his usual sentence. It had just… always ended up in Caspian paying. He offered one of his goofy smiles, "Classes are good. Tiring, but good!" He chuckles warmly. That was Caspian, always laughing and smiling.

"Fair enough. I wasn't able to attend today, too busy being beautiful and all." he said, looking to the corners of the room, feeling the need to escape. "I'll take an Earl Gray Imperial tea with some sugar and a splash of almond milk, I'm feeling simple today." usually his orders were miles long, he was just that vain, but today he didn't feel like making Caspian go broke on his behalf.

He chuckles quietly into his hand, "Aren't you always though?" He tilts his head at his friend, a sweet smile on his lips. He nods a little bit, his eyes softening a little when he heard the order. It was… different to say the least, but maybe he just wasn't in the mood for something extravagant like always. He orders his usual drink, a simple chai tea two pumps caramel, two pumps vanilla. Once the drinks were paid for, they went to their usual spot, and Caspian hummed in content. "How are you?" He asks once they were settled into the booth, his eyes scanning over his friend… Friend. Just… just friend.

"Oh, dear, it takes effort to be this sexy every day. No, no, I'm too much for this world, sometimes I must retreat back into the shados to let all the cishet girls take the spotlight." he shrugged. "Not that I have anything against them, darling, it's just that they can't compare is all." he sighed at his… it took a lot of effort to say friend, but he managed in the end. When he sat down, he didn't exactly expect his question of "how are you" to be reciprocated, especially with how he normally answered that question with complete honesty. "Oh, fine." he said meekly, kicking a leg up on the table. "Same as always."

He was giggling at this point. He always loved being called darling or dear, any pet name really. He really was just a sweetheart, no doubt about it. He hummed and smiled a little bit, "They really can't." He agreed, his ocean eyes bright, however when he noticed the change of attitude he knew something was wrong. His eyes soften and he smiles, gently patting his leg since that was the closest thing to him as he sat down on the opposite side of Dorian. Caspian knew something was wrong, something was bothering his close friend. His eyes were gentle as he looked over his friend. The subtle make up, the sudden meek reply. "Is something on your mind?" He asks quietly. "Did something happen with your roommate?" He tilts his head a little bit. Caspian, such a sweet and determined person. He wanted to help any way he could. He was so gentle and warm, like the sun in the spring. He had no idea that the woman Dorian called his roommate was also his girlfriend. Dorian had never told him, and quite frankly if he had known, Caspian would have a breakdown on the spot. Caspian had loved Dorian for god knows how long… but… he never acted since he was always such a coward when it came to feelings.