After a while, Brenn had sat back down on the chair and had down a bit of thinking. It feels as though there's no way out. If I want to leave this place, it'll be almost impossible, not that I'm not going to try. He did like it there, but he didn't feel the safest, which was sort of crazy since he was under the protection of an extremely powerful man. But what would happen if something ever happened to Sebastian, even though the two weren't involved with each other, or at least he didn't plan to be romantically involved with the boy, he knew that people would probably assume that? And if they did, and Sebastian couldn't protect him, he'd be in a terrible situation. But he tried to not think about it, he liked this place quite a bit, and he liked it here, mainly and the fact that Sebastian had pretty much given him a room all to himself, and a big big bed kind of made him want to stay too. He sighed loudly crossing his arms, "What am I going to do. . ." He said softly, so unsure of himself and everything going on. Then Brenn realized something, "I'm not going home. . ." He said softly, a tear rolling down his cheeks, now knowing that he would never get to go home or see any of his friends again, just living up in this apartment with Sebastian. He curled up into a ball, his eyes shut as tears rolled down his cheeks, quietly sobbing. He wasn't sure why anymore at this point why, he knew it was mainly about the feelings about being stuck here, but also about how confused about his sexuality now. How he felt a weird attraction to the other man, the first attraction to a male he had ever felt.