(I have to go… talk to you guys later.)
BTS roleplay. this does include some topics you might not be comfortable with. *read at your own risk
kk. Bye! don't mean it to sound excited or mean sorry)
(Awkward Child)
(honestly same though)
"yes, Kris, it does matter. it was your 21st birthday for god's sake! I promise I will make it up to you. that drink lana gave you should start having an effect really soon, so when you feel better we will do whatever you want and then I'll make us a nice, romantic dinner and we can watch a movie after. how's that sound?" Jimin suggested.
lana sighed as she checked her phone again. the message sent to Yang still saying unread. she decided to go home and change and then to take go to the park, once she arrived in her black long sleeved shirt with a Green Day logo, black Jeans, black combat boots, and her freshly dyed silver hair in two long French braids that reached the small of her back. she knew she looked kinda scary seeing as she had 8 ear piercings, one on the side of her nose and the fact that she always wore dark makeup when she wasn't in littlespace. she sighed and settled for going to the local Science Museum. she made her way there when she noticed a familiar face.
She cries softly as she rushes home, feeling embarrassed and hurt. She hated every emotion coming out of her eyes. She was supposed to be strong. She was supposed to be that sweet, loving and motherly person people could look to. She lets a sob exit her lip before she makes it to her apartment. She enters her home and slams the door shut, shaking and crying as she sinks to her knees. She hated that. Every second of it.
Yang was locked in a state of pure terror. Tears streamed down her face and she was hyperventilating. Her face was tingling and she knew that if she couldn't slow her breathing she'd pass out. Calm down., she tried to tell herself, but it did nothing to help. I can't. It's still there. Make it go away. Everyone stared at her, but it didn't matter. Nothing else mattered. "Just look away.", she barely heard the woman say. "I can't!", Yang shouted. The woman set a binder over the odd tile. No! Don't go! It's still there! She aggressively tried to move the binder, but the woman held it in place. Yang responded with a blow to the woman's jaw. "Bring it back! It can't go until I fix it!" The woman stumbled back and Yang tossed away the binder. She scratched and picked at the tile. Her nails broke and blood sprung up from underneath. People were trying to pull her away, but she fought like her life was on the line. "No!", she screamed…
…She didn't realize the effect of what she had done until afterword. She had apologized to the woman and everyone in the restaurant. But it wasn't her fault. Yang was trapped in her own world. And the culprit had a name- OCD.
"yes, Kris, it does matter. it was your 21st birthday for god's sake! I promise I will make it up to you. that drink lana gave you should start having an effect really soon, so when you feel better we will do whatever you want and then I'll make us a nice, romantic dinner and we can watch a movie after. how's that sound?" Jimin suggested.
"Jimin…I-…I said its fine…you don't have to worry about it…" Kris whispers, finally looking up at him, tears shining in her eyes. "It doesn't matter oppa…" She mumbles. It did matter to her, but she didn't want to make him feel bad. She scoot over in the bed, tugging on his arm as if telling him to lay next to her.
Kris leans into Jimin, resting her head on his chest as the headache pounds her head.
(Meep me-dies)
jimin sighed. "do you want to do something? is your hangover better?" he asked after a while
Kris shakes her head. "L-let's just stay here for a while Jimin…" She whispers quietly, holding a hand to her head.
She closes her eyes, knowing he felt mad at himself. "Don't get down on your self…" She whispers
foster mom. that was the only thing she heard the voices in her head scream as the memories poured into her mind. (foster mom is called Talia) Talia noticed Lana and made her way over to her. "long time no see, slave." she grinned wickedly. Lana couldn't speak. the last time she saw her foster parents was the day she ran away. they lived in America. that's over 6,000 miles away. she finally found her voice"w-why are you here? just to torture me again? huh? well here's some news for you: I haven't seen nor heard from you in years and I'd like to keep it that way, so wit that, I am leaving!" Lana turned to walk away but she was stopped when Talia grabbed her wrist, turned her around and slapped her. Lana was in shock. "how dare you! that is no way to talk to your mother!" Talia yelled. people turned heads but continued walking. "Mother? MY MOTHER IS DEAD! how dare YOU! you have no right to call yourself my mother, especially after everything you've done to me!" she screamed back. Lana ran and ran and ran. she finally stopped running and collapsed in the middle of the woods. she sobbed. she sobbed so hard, her tears mixed with makeup and ran down her face like rivers.
he sighed and nodded. "no promises…" he whispered
"Jimin…" She whispers, looking at him. "It's not your fault that you forgot. You were busy yesterday…" She whispers, even though her mind was thinking. You still should've remembered…we've been dating for a little less than a year… She was reprimanding herself about how she was telling Jimin not to worry, but she shook the feelings off
"kris, yes it is. it's 100 percent my fault." he argued "we've been dating for almost a year for god's sake!" he argued.
Kris looks down, but shakes her head. "It's not your fault. If it would've really mattered, I would've told you. Idiot…you didn't tell him because you hoped he would remember. Just tell him that
"Kris. stop. it is my fault so don't you even dare say another word about it, M'kay?" he concluded
Kris opens her mouth to argue again, then nods, looking down as she leans against him again. "Fine…" She whispers.
"thank you.." jimin says.
"Yeah…" Kris whispers, snuggling against Jimin, and finally picking her phone up.
(guys!!!!!!! I just watched Namjoon's UNICEF speech, I am literally crying!! if you haven't seen it, PLEASE watch it. PLEASE)
(I ALREADY WATCHED IT AND DIED. I think he solved world peace)
"What do you want to do today…?" Kris whispers, throwing her phone across the room.
(he did! also, I have to go for a couple hours. I have dance. bye!)
(KK bye!)
lana sits and sobs for hours. once she calms down enough she decides to call someone. she really didn't care. it just so happened to be Namjoon. (can someone be namjoon please?)
(I thought @Broken_Bleu_ was)