I Should Hate you. . . But I Don't (Closed with Dayzed) (1/1)

Darius' eyes focused on Reo and how he said things as if trying to catch him in a lie. Well, yes, the guy did seem very fond of cooking, but then again, Darius also was smart enough to know that not just every stranger he came across would fall into that role for yet another stranger. Maybe they weren't such strangers now? Had they gotten close? Was that the meaning of this? The thought made him slightly uncomfortable. Someone knowing him. He swallowed nervously, seeming defeated by Reo's logic.

Darius' eyes seemed to grow wide, just slightly but it was noticeable when the words care for came out of Reo's mouth. Though, just as quickly as it had come, he narrowed his eyes, replacing the surprised look on his face.
"You don't know anything about me" He hissed under his breath, now turning away, a bitter look on his face. Darius watched Reo from the corner of his eyes as he smiled and announced what he was going to be making. Darius did like steak….
Rage bubbled up inside of him. He could take care of himself! He didn't need someone cooking for him.
Reo's words however did seem to stick with Darius, hating that someone was trying to figure him out. There was nothing to figure out. He was who he was and that was it.
As soon as the door closed behind Reo Darius seemed to relax a little. He didn't mind Reo's company but his personality did put him on edge. He hadn't met anyone like him before and wasn't sure how to handle these situations when they came up- he just spoke first then thought about everything later. A very impulsive mindset which did lead to hurtful words more than half the time.

(time skip or would you like to keep going? i can keep going but was saying just in case you've run out of things to say)

(yeee i get that, we can time skip then- maybe when Reo returns? or did you have something else in mind?)

(i would say he didn't because he's stubborn like that, but he does think the steak to be appealing)

(yeah i figured XD we'll see how that goes then- you want me to start off?)

(alrightyy, i shall wait for that then :)

At the time Reo arrived back at the apartment, Darius was surprisingly not there. He usually was- always waiting for the guy to come back to the place they both paid for, but this time he wasn't.
It was only after thirty minutes of Reo being there that he stumbled through the door, taking his shoes off and throwing them onto the ground messily. You would think that with all the military training Darius would be a cleaner person, but that was not the case. He actually hated having everything be perfect all the time. Drove him crazy.
He paused as soon as he entered the kitchen, smelling the spices as Reo cooked the steaks. Darius said nothing, going over to the fridge like it wasn't any of his business.
Darius was actually dressed up for once, not properly, but enough of an effort was made to indicate he had been somewhere fancy.
"Welcome back," He said plainly as if he wasn't the one who had just come back. Nothing seemed off except for a mild irritation on Darius. "I see you went shopping" He noted, as if trying to make small talk. It wasn't like him to stick around and say anything, usually going to his room to avoid the guy, but this time he hadn't. It made one wonder what had changed.

"How sweet of you," Darius said, though, it sounded anything but thankful, more so sarcastic. He turned to look at Reo, seeming to grow silent at his smile. After a second, he closed the fridge, not really getting what he was looking for, instead, taking a step towards Reo. "You never get upset- or well you never show it. You never cry, and you never yell." Darius said, sounding a bit threatening- maybe even a bit angry himself. He didn't know why it upset him so much, but it did.
"Are you even human?" He questioned. "Or maybe you're just grossly naive and hopeful that things will change." Darius didn't understand why someone like Reo was still with him after all this time. There was enough opportunity for him to run away but he didn't.
"Question for you. Why are you still here? And if you say it's because you care I swear to god-" Darius said, his tone changing to something menacing. He wanted the truth, but to him, the words Reo had spoken earlier had been discarded as a lie. It had taken him all day to convince himself that Reo had been lying. It was the only logical way to sum it all up.

Darius had never noticed the way Reo would enunciate his words carefully when angered, to him, it just seemed like something normal unless the other person was actively screaming at him from the top of his lungs or cursing him out in an annoyed manner.
"Not fair?" Darius looked puzzled, not because he didn't understand what Reo was trying to say but more so how anyone could have this type of thought process.
"Life isn't fair Reo. And when someone is making it a living hell for you to live, I think it's fair to say you have a right of getting angry and taking it out on others" Darius said sternly. In a way, he was giving good advice, but only partially. He was also trying to justify his actions of what he had done to his father when he left, something that seemed to push his buttons a little. He did what he had to do. He had always told himself.

Darius scoffed at Reo's "not naive" comment.
"You are. You still haven't kicked me out after all" Darius waved him away, trying to test the waters of where Reo was at with that and if it was close to the breaking point of where Reo was considering it.
He paused at the guy's last words.
"Yeah. It seems that way. And that's gonna be your downfall" Darius muttered, his sharp glaring eyes staring down at Reo as he seemed to state the hard truth. "And you did offer, in a way. Personally? I just think you couldn't say no. You have a problem with that and it's annoying." He said now looking over at the still raw steak. He swallowed harshly. It felt wrong. Wrong to be hurtful to this person, he didn't know why but it made him feel slightly ill. Still, the words were engrained into his head and he could not shake his father's teachings, it's all he knew and if he failed now he would become no one in life.

(You're all good! i've been a bit slow with my replies for the past few weeks so I apologize as well if I take a while to get one up)

Darius scowled at Reo for his bold words, though, he wouldn't deny it. He knew he wasn't the best at treating others with kindness, so he let it slide. Not like it mattered anyway, yet, curiously, it seemed to bother him, his internal feelings manifesting into something physical, getting a bit restless.
At being called a child, however, there was a new expression on Darius' face, it was strangely calm yet lethal. Reo was getting real bold for someone who was such a pushover. It had been a while since Darius had done anything to the guy and felt like Reo was counting on him not doing anything as well.
Well.
That was about to change real quick if he kept up with his smartass.
"Do you enjoy it when I hurt you?" Darius hissed at the guy. "Because you sure as hell don't seem to care what comes out of your mouth. I ask, you answer the damn question and drop the unnecessary smartness in your tone." Though, at Reo's innocent question Darius seemed taken aback. He opened his mouth to say something, maybe say that he was fucking idiot, but the question seemed to stun him, confused about what the hell this guy's thought process was like.

"Stupid." Darius muttered, being the only thing that came to mind. The guy was stupid and yet seemed to have taken a liking to Darius- or at the very least, tolerated his bullshit.

(am back? questionably? anyways, i'll try to keep up but won't be too quick (as I think I said last time) but I'll be around a bit more)

Seeing Reo back up gave Darius a sort of satisfaction, maybe like he had won? Though, that description didn't feel right, it was something more. He felt superior and that was a feeling he enjoyed a lot, something he was quite addicted to but would never admit out loud.
Darius had been with Reo long enough to know when he was lying, but for some odd reason, he didn't say anything this time about his behavior as if deeming that he had already said enough.
However, at even the hint of a scowl Darius tilts his head to the side as if saying "really?".
In one swift move, Darius is basically on Reo, grabbing his face and squishing it a bit harshly, there being no hint of him being angry, just a coldness in his eyes.
"Don't." He says, his voice even and deep. Darius did not like it when others were passive-aggressive or even silent in their anger. If you were going to say something, you did so with your full chest- made your intentions clear. Sure he would still rip Reo a new one if he ever did, but the fact that maybe if he could do that much, it would register as respect in Darius' eyes, if only a little. But as things were, Reo wasn't seen as much.
After a beat longer he released Reo, now stepping past him to go to his room.
"Don't bother cooking for me from now on, I'll figure my own shit out" He said, annoyed about how all of this had started. Every little thing pissing him off but not being able to understand why he was always so angry.

(thanks!)

(noooo D: and fuk i love Reo so much !! he's so jhsbfjd)

Darius pauses at the words, some part of him knowing that this was a truth. He knew better than to do something someone didn't like, but he just didn't want to. Or well, didn't care enough.

"You agreed to this when we started dating" There was a bite in his tone as if his logic made everything justifiable. "If you don't like it, then evict me." He said sharply, knowing that Reo wouldn't- he had said so himself. He scoffed at the thought.
"You can't even do that so stop complaining." Darius had started dating Reo not because he had wanted to be with the guy, but because he brought things to the table Darius could only dream of getting on his own.
At this point, he wasn't even sure what he felt for the guy. Disgust? Anger? Some twisted type of love? Though, the word love seemed like a bit much for him. He wasn't sure he was capable of that.

With that, there was a loud slam! that came from down the hall, having thrown the door closed so hard it basically made the wall next to it reverberate a bit.

(also, would we want to do a time skip?)

(hmmm, maybe a week after this interaction? things just getting progressively worse so your boi decides to do something about it? putting his plan into motion to have Darius actually start to be interested in him)