Aw.
18.) What is your most terrible memory?
I was in my room and I could hear my parents fighting. The last thing I heard before the door slammed was my dad yelling, "I refuse to have a retard for a son," and I still really hope that my brother doesn't remember that. So…… this got really deep pretty fast…
Oh god let's see. Which one to pick? Oh, I know. When my grandma died of cancer about two, maybe three years ago. I've never seen my brother cry as hard as he did that day.
Aww. Yeah, I could see how that wouldn't be a very good memory.
I think that question may have killed Kate…
Can I opt out of this one? It's nothing serious, promise. I just made a stupid decision and the consequence still haunt me.
No, food did.
Yeah that's fine!
19.) If you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living? Why?
I dunno. I'd probably take things more serious. I have this nasty habit of making everything a joke just so things don't get too awkward and I'd probably not do that as much. I'd make amends with people I don't talk to much anymore.
I'D JOIN MORE SPORTS! BASKETBALL, HERE I COME!
NO BASKETBALL! Also spend more time with friends and my child. The laptop.
(I had a full on pause there like, oh shit… what child. And then I thought maybe that was your worst memory or something… you can't scare me like that.)
I…don't really know. I think, if anything, it'd just make me shrink away from people more. I'd stop talking to my friends and family so that when I do die they won't feel so hurt because they're not as close to me.
(Lol, nah. My laptop is literally named Child Of Kate. My iPod is my baby or something. This virgin ain't got no children.)
(Lol. Virgin)
I…don't really know. I think, if anything, it'd just make me shrink away from people more. I'd stop talking to my friends and family so that when I do die they won't feel so hurt because they're not as close to me.
Aww honey. Please never do that to me…
20.) What does friendship mean to you?
To me, a friend is someone you can rely on or you can tell them things you wouldn't be able to tell your family. You can trust them and in return, they can do the same for you. They love you and accept you for who you are and you can do the same for them. It's not a chore to be around them.
I…don't really know. I think, if anything, it'd just make me shrink away from people more. I'd stop talking to my friends and family so that when I do die they won't feel so hurt because they're not as close to me.
Aww honey. Please never do that to me…
I'll try my best.
Friendship means support. Support in the toughest times and support of stupid ideas just to make the other laugh. Friendship means honesty. Not being afraid to tell the truth about something or someone. And friendship means love. Love and care like they're your own sibling.
:)
To be by your side and be willing to not just talk, but listen. To not go behind your back and spread rumors. I don't really know how to classify friends, I just know when made new ones.
21.) What roles do love and affection play in your life?
oh boy… To me, love is the greatest and the worst thing that could ever to happen to a person. It makes you vulnerable and weak and can tear you apart in a single moment but even then, it's the best feeling anyone could have. In that way, love is the same as affection. Physical and emotional affection work just like love where it's so amazing the way it can make you feel but you have to be careful you you allow to do things like that because it can tear you apart. It's worth the risk when you find someone though.
Love plays a part in how I treat my friends and family but I'm highly unfamiliar with it.
It's what I show when I care about someone, but I don't truly know WHAT IS LOVE?
Jacks. YOU'RE ADORABLE! DEAL WITH IT! Aside from that obvious factoid, you're funny and someone I can trust.
Kate. You're pretty adorable too. You're quite smart and you take a different approach to somethings, I enjoy seeing your views. Along with that, you're a good friend and also someone I trust.
Dares. YOU'RE A TEDDY BEAR. ACCEPT IT AND MOVE ON. I love listening to your stories and opinions and you can always make me laugh.
Kate. I don't really know you as well as I'd like to but you're super chill and I know I can talk to you about girly things.
Mumbles mmnotateddybear…
Yes you are.
Hmf. You win.
Where were you're shoes and shirt made Jacks?
Um…at a store?
country?
