(Sprry! I had to get up earlier than usual.)
Lillian nuzzled against him as she tried to ignore the pain. Her cramps were really bad today and couldn’t tell you why.
Even in his sleep he held onto her fiercely. He didn’t really know what was happening but he could sense she was in pain.
It was times like these Lillian really was grateful for Darren. She could feel sleep start to take over, even with the pain in her gut.
Happy February by the way. I forgot to say something on the 4th.
1st.*
I did say something today. Ignore my typo.
"Relationships depend on communication so let's not shy away from it." She smiled a little.
“You’re right. It’s mostly just my own problems.” He chuckled to avoid feeling awkward about the subject. “I don’t know if I’m in love with Fleur. Sometimes I’m very sure and other times I really don’t think so. It’s not because of the truss it’s just I don’t know if I love the idea of her or… ya know?”
(Sprry! I had to get up earlier than usual.)
Lillian nuzzled against him as she tried to ignore the pain. Her cramps were really bad today and couldn’t tell you why.
Even in his sleep he held onto her fiercely. He didn’t really know what was happening but he could sense she was in pain.
It was times like these Lillian really was grateful for Darren. She could feel sleep start to take over, even with the pain in her gut.
He let out a slow sigh as he relaxed back into deep sleep.
(HOLD UP WAIT
I NEARLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!)
"Yeah, I totally get it. Emotions are confusing." She shrugged.
(I kinda thought you’d forget. That was the goal)
(Nope! I remember birthdays!)
"Yeah, I totally get it. Emotions are confusing." She shrugged.
“I guess I just don’t know what to do. She’s not my type and it sucks because she’s really sweat she loves me so much,” he sighed deeply.
(I kinda couldn't forget…)
(Nope! I remember birthdays!)
(Ugh. Oof. Dang. Well thank you for remembering mine. It actually means something to me. Today we mourn my childhood and also… Delilah and I are illegal. Hahahaa)
(I kinda couldn't forget…)
(BECAUSE TODAY IS THE DAY YOURE OLD TOO)
"Really? You two seemed so happy together, I thought you loved her." She frowned slightly.
(Nope! I remember birthdays!)
(Ugh. Oof. Dang. Well thank you for remembering mine. It actually means something to me. Today we mourn my childhood and also… Delilah and I are illegal. Hahahaa)
(Have fun being 18 while I'm still stuck being 14.)
"Really? You two seemed so happy together, I thought you loved her." She frowned slightly.
“I thought so too. She’s just… there for me and that’s great. It just feels impossible. I hate to sound like a dick but I have a type for a reason,”
(Nope! I remember birthdays!)
(Ugh. Oof. Dang. Well thank you for remembering mine. It actually means something to me. Today we mourn my childhood and also… Delilah and I are illegal. Hahahaa)
(Have fun being 18 while I'm still stuck being 14.)
(This is not fun. Be 14 for awhile it’s pretty good)
"Well how are you going to tell her? She's going to be heartbroken." She ran her thumb over the back of his hand to avoid having to meet his eyes.
Cooper noticed she wasn’t looking but didn’t really understand why so he squeezed her hand a little. “I know and I don’t want to hurt her. She’d be a good friend but… ugh. I don’t know.”
She lifted her eyes just enough to see his. "You don't have to know right now. Take your time, figure it out."
He nodded and tilted her head up gently with his hand. “Are you doing okay?”
"Yeah…yeah I'm okay." She smiled a little. "I'm alright. Don't worry about me, I already have enough people doing that."
“Well I had the job before they did so… don’t tell me what to do,” again, he smiled sweetly, taken away by Ryan stepping through the door.
“Are you ok— oh. Sorry,”
"Hmm? Oh! I'm okay." She smiled easily, like that entire meltdown didn't just happen.
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!)
It was times like these Lillian really was grateful for Darren. She could feel sleep start to take over, even with the pain in her gut.
He let out a slow sigh as he relaxed back into deep sleep.
Lillian fell back asleep. She shouldn't wake up again, until the morning.
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!)
:)
"Hmm? Oh! I'm okay." She smiled easily, like that entire meltdown didn't just happen.
Cooper rolled his eyes but made sure Ryan couldn’t see. She’d lie to her husband so easily, he could see why Ryan didn’t know when she was upset. He didn’t have the sixth sense like Coop. At least not yet.
It was times like these Lillian really was grateful for Darren. She could feel sleep start to take over, even with the pain in her gut.
He let out a slow sigh as he relaxed back into deep sleep.
Lillian fell back asleep. She shouldn't wake up again, until the morning.
Darren has been awake but just laid there, still holding onto Lillian.
It took practice and time to learn to detect when she was lying through her teeth. He'd gain it eventually though.
