Finn smiled softly. "Ok so I don't think I can do this the way things are now. I know you already said this but I thought I could do it. But… I umm I really like you…" He started trailing off slightly. He'd just spent a long time thinking about this and he thought he was prepared but apparently he wasn't.
Soulmate AU // OxO // Closed
Jay blinked, staring at him for a long, long moment. "You…but…" he swallowed hard, taking a deep breath. "But your aunt…and sister…you can't…" he said softly.
"I still…I still cant let my aunt find out but I really don't want her to control my life," He said closing his eyes for a second.
"So…" Jay ran a hand over his head, letting out a slow breath. "So…what are you saying?" he asked slowly. "Because I…I like you too, I really do, but…"
"I-I really want us to be more than friends. Too actually be soulmates. If that means outing myself then I don't care. I know plenty of people who are out at school but not to their parents…It shouldn't be that hard," Finn said trying to keep himself from rambling.
Jay took a deep breath. "I…okay." he finally said. "Okay." he gave a tiny, hopeful little smile.
Finn let out a breath nodding. "Okay," Finn echoed. He looked down at Jay meeting his eyes. "Everythings going to be fine." He wasn't sure if he was reassuring himself or JAy.
Jay gave a small smile in return. He scooted closer to Finn quietly.
Finn also moved closer to Jay. Their legs touching. "I know I already said this but I really am sorry that none of this is what thought," He said still looking at him.
Jay shook his head a little. "No, it's…it's alright." he replied softly, looking up at Finn and biting his lip a little. "It really is."
Finn bit the inside of his cheek. "Soo now what?" He asked his smile more nervous now.
Jay gave a quick, shy smile. "I uhm…I don't know."
Finn turned so his body was facing him. His smile was a little less nervous.
Jay looked up at him, still a little shyly.
He glanced at JAy's lips but then quickly moved back to his eyes. "I'm probably moving too fast but…Can I kiss you?" He asked.
Jay's eyes widened a little, and he blinked. "I-I…" he swallowed, staring at Finn. He finally nodded mutely, trying to ignore how fast his heart was racing now.
Finn leaned in. He closed his eyes and connected their lips. he placed his glowing hand on Jay's cheek.
Jay inhaled slightly. He kissed Finn back, and hesitantly put his hands on the other boy's shoulders. The mark on his cheek was glowing brightly.
Finn kissed him for a moment and the pulled away. His smile wide. he moved his hand from Jay's cheek.
Jay looked up at him, chewing on his lower lip for a moment. A small, shy smile darted onto his face.
"You still look nervous," Finn said still smiling. He straightened relaxing his arm on the couch behind Jay.
Jay's mouth twitched slightly. "I-I'm not." he replied, though the stammering sort of achieved the opposite effect.
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"Hmm sure you're not," He said smirking slightly. "Come on you can tell me anything."
(Np)
Jay gave a shy smile. "I don't know." he mumbled, embarrassed.
Finn kissed Jay on the forehead and played with his hair slightly. "It's ok you don't have to know. Try to relax a little though," He tried.
Jay gave him a quick smile. "Okay." He agreed, and snuggled closer to Finn. He sighed softly, and stretched. "Thank you."
Finn's smile grew and he wrapped his arm around Jay. "For what?" He asked snuggling up to him as well.
Jay shrugged a little. "This." He replied softly. "Everything."
"Hmm well, you don't have to thank me. You deserve this and so much more," he said connecting their lips again.
Jay smiled a little, and kissed him back quickly, arms around Finn's shoulders again.