Why would you love a monster like me? (One on One)

John reached up a hand to touch Halo’s hair, “Morning love… did you sleep okay?” From the looks of it, John assumed the answer would be no. He probably would’ve woken up too, had it not been for the pure exhaustion that kept him asleep.

Rowan managed a smile at Alvor, “I’m…” He thought about saying he was fine, just so Alvor wouldn’t worry too much, but ended up telling the truth, “…not great. But I just need some pain-relieving herbs and I think I’ll be okay.” Rowan kissed Alvor’s cheek slowly, ignoring the dull ache from the simple movement. He was determined to not let that get in the way of their love.

"I slept okay… If that counts." He chuckles weakly before kissing his forehead. He ran his hand through John's hair gently, taking a deep inhale of air, his wings fluttering weakly behind him. He had bags under his eyes.

Alvor smiled at the sight of the others smile, even if it was pained. He could definitely feel a pain in his lungs, but it wasn't awful, probably just him healing. His eyes turned concerned. "Well… I'm here. Whatever you need." He whispers, leaning into his kiss, giving a soft sigh. His hand traced the non injured arm, trying to keep his mind off the pain. "I love you." He whispers.

John frowned a little, mumbling, “You should go back to sleep. Or take a nap later in the day. Or both.” He moved to sit up so he could kiss Halo’s cheek, adding softly, “I can just tell your tired, and we hardly got much sleep the past week. You need rest.”

Rowan managed another smile, whispering back, “Thank you, Alvor. I love you too.” He closed his eyes with a sleepy sigh, curling his good arm around Alvor a little bit more. “How are you feeling?” Rowan asked softly, snuggling a little closer to the love of his life despite the pain.

Halo nods a little. "I'll sleep later today…" He mutters softly, eagerly leaning into John's touch, his eyes fluttering shut. He offered a slow kiss to his cheek. "Aleight." He whispers. "I'll try to sleep."

Alvor hummed, a small smile gracing his lips as he heard the other. He curled protectively around Rowan, kissing his forehead sweetly. "I'm feeling better. Really tired but good.* He mutters. He glanced at him before shutting his eyes slowly. "I'll be okay."

“Thank you, Halo,” John said with a satisfied smile and kissed Halo on the cheek again for emphasis. The past week had been hard on the whole family, but at least things had finally settled down.

“Good,” Rowan mumbled with a soft smile. “If you need anything… well, I'm here. Whatever you need,” He repeated Alvor’s words from moments ago with a slightly wider smile. Alvor alone was enough to help Rowan get his mind off his pain, to make him feel happy.

Halo nods tiredly before kissing his cheek gently, sighing as he settles back into a comfortable position, his hand gently lacing with John's. He was more then happy to rest after a long week of fear and grief.

Alvor presses soft kisses to Alvors neck and shoulder, releasing a soft sigh of relief and happiness. "How are you feeling today angel?" He whispers, continuing his gentle venture of pressing his lips where he could reach.

John smiled, happily enjoying the morning for a little bit more. He’d take any chance to stretch it out—these peaceful moments that always seemed fleeting. From the looks of it, Alvor and Rowan were also enjoying their peaceful morning together for just a little bit longer, so there was no need to rush anything by trying to heal Rowan first thing.

Rowan soaked in those kisses, closing his eyes. “I feel ache-y, mostly,” Rowan mumbled disappointedly. He could hardly move his left arm, but that was only typical on bad days like this.

Halo dozed off easily, soaking into John's warmth. A small content sigh left his lips but other then that his didn't move or speak.

Alvor rubbed his good arm gently, still pressing gentle kisses along Rowan's skin. He nods slowly. "I'm sorry it hurts baby.". He mutters gently, his eyes soft. "I've got you" he kissed Rowan's lips gently.

John smiled, tilting his head back and closing his own eyes. He couldn’t help but hear Alvor’s and Rowan’s conversation now, they were the only ones talking in the room after all.

Rowan soaked in the kisses, trying to focus his attention wholly on those instead of the slight pain that every movement brought. It’ll all be gone soon, surely if Alvor believes his parent can heal me, they must be able to.

Halo curled into John's warmth, his clenching onto the other. A small sigh left his lips, but he appeared rather relaxed as his wings fluttered faintly.

Alvor made sure to keep the others pain in mind, his hands going to gently caress Rowan's body, pressing gentle kisses of assurance to his lips. "I love you." He whispers gently. "And I promise we'll heal you."

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Alvor’s hands were like magic, the simple were enough to distract him from the pain if only for a few seconds. Rowan kissed him back, soaking in the taste and gentleness of his lips. “I love you too… thank you Alvor… thank you so much…” Not only for the promise of an escape from the plague on Rowan’s body, but also a thank you just for Alvor being there for him.

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Alvor continued his gentle touches, wanting nothing more then to comfort his precious Rowan. He kissed the others throat gently before looking up at him. "Of course, Rowan. I have you to thank, though. You gave me more time. I'm sure… If you had not been here to slow the growth of the… parasite I wouldn't be here." He mutters, but he was more then grateful to be here, and he was thankful that he had Rowan beside him.

Rowan smiled, loving that gentle touch of Alvor’s lips against his throat. “I’m glad you’re alive… I’m so, so glad…” Rowan told him, gratefulness showing through his eyes. He tucked himself into Alvor’s chest, soaking in that warmth and comfort as he mumbled, “I suppose we should get up soon…”

Alvor kissed against the side of his neck, up his cheek and to his lips. He took his time, just glad to be with Rowan. He ran a hand through the others hair, his fingers threading through his soft hair. When Rowan tucked himself into Rowan's chest, Alvor chuckled softly. "We don't need to get up, love." He whispers.

Rowan soaked in those kisses, his skin tingling wherever Alvor’s lips went. He kissed his back, smiling just a little into the kiss. He loved the feeling of Alvor’s hands in his hair, well, Rowan loved everything to do with Alvor. “I like that plan then…” Rowan murmured with a smile. A selfish want of his was to stay with Alvor all day in bed.

Alvor kissed his nose gently before sighing happily. "I love you." He whispers. He sighs quietly and looks down at the other. He wanted nothing more then to just stay here beside the other. He kissed his lips sweetly. "I love you so much." He looked at the other before shaking his head. "Good. I want to stay here for a little while." He mutters as he curls around the other protectively.

Rowan smiled, murmuring back softly, “I love you too,” He snuggled his head into Alvor’s chest, listening to that consistent heartbeat. Even though that constant ache plagued Rowan, being with Alvor distracted him from it all. He loved Alvor, he loved him so, so much.

Alvor was relieved to be with the other. He smiled when the other said that he loved the other and he sighed happily. He curled around him, kissing his lips slowly, just savoring the fact that the other was with him, and that they were both alive and breathing. He wanted to marry Rowan, but for now he was satisfied with the fact that he was holding Rowan.

Rowan loved their slow kiss. If was like, if only for a moment, they could stretch out time into infinity and just kiss each other forever. He loved the way Alvor curled around him, it just felt right. It felt like Rowan was meant to be with Alvor, like fate -through some cruel way- brought them together in this hospital.

He sighed in relief and happiness. He loved Rowan so much, he never wanted this moment to end. Not in a million years. He loved the way that Rowan leaned into him, and he wanted nothing more then to hold Rowan. He knew that their situations weren't the best when they met, but now. He was alive, and they were going to heal Rowan.

“I never want to give you up…” Rowan murmured softly with a smile. He loved being loved. He loved being wrapped up in Alvor’s gentle arms, he loved being able to hide from the world with him. Things were going to get better, Rowan knew. He just had to hold out til then.

"I won't give you up either, my love." He whispered, his hands running through his loves hair. "Rowan you are my everything." He whispers quietly. He knew things were rough for Rowan right now, so he would hold and support the other in any way he could.

Rowan soaked in the feeling of Alvor’s hands in his hair, of his arms around him, of the warmth from his chest. He could never get tired of it. Rowan smiled, whispering back, “You’re my everything too.” All Rowan needed was Alvor. He trusted him, he knew he’d be safe with him. No matter what, no matter the pain.

He smiled when Rowan replied to his earlier statement. He loved him unconditionally and would do anything for him. He kissed the top of Rowan's forehead and sighed happily. He wanted nothing more then to stay like this. He could hold Rowan forever.

Rowan smiled, soaking in the feeling of just being with Alvor. He’d never, absolutely never get tired of this.

John shifted a little, grabbing a pillow to support Halo in his absence before he got to his feet. “Morning,” He said softly to his son -gosh, his son that was very much alive- and his lover curled up on the bed together.

Alvor would never get used to being loved and holding someone like this. But it was in a good way. He was happy that he could hold Rowan. Halo shifted in his sleep as he was moved.
Alvor looks up and smiles warmly. "Morning Papa." He says softly, glad that his dad didn't bombard him with questions about Rowan.

“Hey hon,” John said with a smile. Rowan looked up a little from his place curled in Alvor’s arms, but didn’t feel like moving too much so he favored to close his eyes and just listen with his ears. “I don’t want to interrupt you two, if you’d rather I go get breakfast I’d be happy to do just that,” John started with a slightly amused smile, “but if you’d like me to give it a go trying to heal Rowan…?”

Alvor ran a slow hand through Rowan's hair, a small smile on his lips. He had never been more happy to see his father and dad. "Yeah. If that's okay, dad. Unless Rowan do you want to start healing now?" He asks gently, kissing his sweet boyfriend's forehead, his hand gently taking Rowan's good one.

Rowan looked down at his crippled arm, biting his lip a little a before responding, “Breakfast would be nice.” Rowan really just wanted a bit more alone time with Alvor, he wanted to be held in his arms and hide away from everything for just a bit longer.

John gave a gentle smile, nodding in agreement before walking out the room without another word. Halo’s words the day before had helped, as now John felt happy and proud that his son found love.

Alvor kisses his forehead and sighed happily. He wanted nothing more then to be here with the other and stay there. He was really thankful for his dad being here and willing to help heal his love. He nods in agreement with Rowan. "Yes please." He states softly. He curled around the other protectively, nuzzling into the other. "I love you so much, Rowan." He rubs Rowan's arm gently.