“No. Absolutely not. Final decision.”
“Jacob, you know as well as I do we don’t have another plan!” I argued, annoyed with the boy’s stubbornness, “I know it’s risky, but it’s a risk worth taking—“
“NOT TO ME!”
I stopped and snapped my mouth shut, staring at Jacob in shock as he glared back. We held gazes for a moment before his composure broke, and he slumped, his expression collapsing into something broken and vulnerable.
“Not to me, it isn’t,” he repeated, his voice barely above a whisper, “Abby, I can’t… I can’t lose you, okay?”
“I… Jacob, you’re not,” I assured him quickly, swooping in to wrap my arms around him, “I swear, you’re not. I’ve been in worse; we’ve been in worse…”
“But what if something happens?” he grabbed my hands tightly and looked into my eyes. Fear and uncertainty radiated from him so palpable that I wanted to hold him and never let go. Slowly, he leaned forward so that our foreheads rested against each other. I didn’t pull away.
“If something happens,” he whispered, “Then I won’t be there to help you.”
“Then you come after me,” I replied, giving him an encouraging smile as I squeezed his hands, “You come after me, and you don’t stop. You find me; you save me. I know you would anyway, and I know you can.”