Why am I even doing this? sigh (It's bc I need to rant to someone on something) So, hey, i'm Qxeenscryche but ppl call me Qxeen or Queen and this is my life…? Idek anymore. So, I was born into a family where everyone loved me, my life was great. Until I moved to America, my grades went down the drain, I couldn't focus on jack shit. It was like my family were robots or something, it's like they turned on anyone who dipped below the 'perfect' mark. Every single day, they would point of every single detail that was bad about me, my face, my body, everything. They did it. Every. Single. Day. On top of that they say that I'm supposed to act like a 'lady' which means that I'm supposed to sound 'innocent' instead of what I normally sound like, they say I apparently normally sound like a dog? They say I act like a man. So, now that I'm below the 'perfect' mark, I'm supposed to do all this stuff that is supposedly going to get me to be 'perfect' even though I'm perfectly fine not doing them. Then the time when my cousin was born…dear lord I hated that time. Everyone looked past me or through me like I was some ghost and I was supposed to act more 'mature' bc I had to for my cousin. Now that she's growing, they use me as the person that you shouldn't be, like every time my aunt calls she always points at me and goes "Look at her, you shouldn't be like her. Why? Because she has dark skin, acne, her grades her terrible, and she's fat. Overall, she's ugly." It's not exactly what she said but that's what she means. My parents think I'm this cold-hearted bitch that doesn't give a fuck about anyone unless they're keeping me alive. I found out my aunt has depression and they're trying to help her but now they're even meaner to me.
So, uhm, ye, sorry about the post. Just needed to talk to someone, I'm srry.
