OxO Character development RP (18+ only) (open)

I'm trying to develop my character, and the best way for me, is to RP him to see how he reacts to different scenarios. Help me? (18+ only because there may or may not end up being mature scenes, and I am older than 18, so I don't feel comfortable with anyone below legal adult.) Have to be relatively experienced with writing or RPing. Please give example of your writing?

(Also, this is a modern fantasy world. Sorry, forgot to mention that. Most people are not human)

Hi! I'm Orion, 19, and I never fucking learned how to read! I don't write a lot of good stuff but when I do, it's mediocre at best. I have been writing for like six years now and writing smut for two, and I'm mentally unstable. What are you looking for in a writing sample perchance? is it dialogue, description, characterization, what?

I can work with mediocre, and when I ask for a writing sample, I mean whatever you think best shows off your abilities as a creative writer. But, another thing. I also am mentally not well at the moment, so I don't recommend you RP with me if you are looking for an outlet. I am also looking for someone who will be on regularly during this time of day/night.

Uh, I am mostly on at this time of night, yes, and I'm less looking for an outlet and more just someone who will roleplay with me and not care if I sometimes take a mini hiatus because of life, I'll warn you if I do.

As long as you warn me, that's fine by me. Could you post something that you've written?

Sure, but I'll have to do it tomorrow because I just got an executive dysfunction slump out of random where I physically cannot start anything new right now unless I've already mostly planned it out.

Mmm. Alright

I definitely get that

Actually it'll be a bit later until I can get a sample up. Busy with work shit and all.