i have exsistential shower thoughts most of the time so-
like, how does reality exist at all??
people will say 'the big bang' but then that implies stuff existed before!! and isn't it a thing in science or whatever, that you can't make something from nothing, so like, to imply that there is a beginning is to imply that there was nothing before that, and if there was nothing before that, then how does anything exist at all!!!
other people will say religion, but then that makes it worse, because to say that someone or something existed before that is wild, like, where did they come from then??? and if they simply just always existed, then that probably means our tiny human brains can't comprehend how things actually are, and that means there is no 'beginning' because everything just was. and if that's the case, then i want to know why we always insist on a beginning.
i have many questions for the universe, and the universe will not answer.