So, I have been binge watching Lucifer, season 5 and there is a scene where it is him and Chloe on the balcony, just talking. I was thinking that I would always like to do that with a significant other one day, but then I thought that they only way that might happen would be if we went out to a party together and then my mind went to the only reason I would be outside would be because of a sensory overload and then my mind jumped to how my significant other would have to put up with so much if they were to be with me.
Long story short. I thought I would end up forever alone because of a cute TV scene