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#Alonetogether

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@murphysgirl

Ah

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@V01DtheFae group

what? is that yell or ah as in I see? confused

@murphysgirl

I see

@murphysgirl

Oh stars oh stars oh stars she's back and I'm so stressed and IDK if she saw my messages and UUUUUGH HELP

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@Toaster group

I'm gonna need more context if you want me to help, sweetheart.

@murphysgirl

My friend she was back on Notebook but just for like two posts and IDK if she saw my messages even though I deleted them and I'm so scared and help oh stars oh stars

eco
@Anemone eco

Hmm. Why are you scared? Is this friend a threat to you?

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@saor_illust school

pardon me for asking, but was it by chance nia, or gasper?
srry idk anyone else who left nb

@murphysgirl

It's the friend that broke up with me and I'm scared and she said she would be back in a month and oh stars I'm freaking out

school
@saor_illust school

deep breaths
try to calm yourself slightly
panic won't help you very much at all

can you tell me why you're scared of her?

@murphysgirl

IDK if she will want to be friends again and uuuuugh

@murphysgirl

OK maybe I am having a panic attack but I did have a really stressful weekend so I guess that yeah it's somewhat justified. But yeah I am overreacting a bit. Thank the heavens she isn't very active on here anymore.

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@saor_illust school

eek, i get what you mean
honestly, there's no way to know
just kinda approach her and be like
'hey, i know we're not dating anymore but like,,, could we still be friends?'
if ya do wanna be friends with her

and if ya dont
and she does
sry, i hate rejecting people so like
can't help ya there

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@saor_illust school

OK maybe I am having a panic attack but I did have a really stressful weekend so I guess that yeah it's somewhat justified. But yeah I am overreacting a bit. Thank the heavens she isn't very active on here anymore.

that's okay
understandable

@murphysgirl

I mean, not dating but I have been explicitly informed that I am not to make any contact with her whatsoever until at least August ugh and I know the only way to solve this is through talking and I have improved SO MUCH and I want to show her that but IDK how.

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@saor_illust school

ohhhhhhhhhh
her
i'm so sry
i forgot
i remember now

well, while you're not allowed to talk to her, maybe you can think about you can show her that you've improved?
idk much about relationships
sry

@murphysgirl

I don't know how. I know she doesn't get on here very much, so I have sent her a message on here that says I'm sorry and that I love her and still want to be friends. IDK if she will see it, and that's kind of what I'm hoping for. I also rebooted an old shared document and started writing stuffs in it, but I seriously doubt that she will find it, so it's kind of a message in a bottle for me.
(Thanks for letting me rant btw, I had an awful weekend and I need to vent)

@murphysgirl

Guys my theme song just came on my Pandora and I'm so happy hallelujah

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@saor_illust school

Ah, I see
And you're welcome! Glad I could sort-of help…ish
N e ways, hope ev'rything gets sorted out for ya

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@saor_illust school

Guys my theme song just came on my Pandora and I'm so happy hallelujah

Ahhhhhh that's great!

@murphysgirl

Now all I need to come on is Not Alone and I shall be fine :D
(Guys I'm so excited I get to stay at a friend's house this weekend and they have like a friken menagerie, they have four cats and three dogs, although it should really be five cats and two dogs because one of the dogs thinks he is a cat, he will actually chase a laser pointer XD )

@murphysgirl

All of you need to listen to Take On Me (Kygo Remix).
It is glorious.

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@V01DtheFae group

will do

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@saor_illust school

ive got a whole hecc ton of wholesome images yall

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@Toaster group

This is beautiful, Iz! 💜

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@saor_illust school

thanks!

@murphysgirl

Bootiful! I love it and my heart is just overflowing now <3 <3 <3

@murphysgirl

Here is another wholesome image (it's of Captain my guinea pig. Little bean :D )

eco
@Anemone eco

Fluffy.

@murphysgirl

He got a bath the other day and I discovered that he's a lot fluffier than I previously figured XD