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THANKS
and I feel really weird
Like
I don't feel anything
But I feel like I'm not really here
And I have to force myself to move
And it's kinda weird
But I don't like it

THANKS
and I feel really weird
Like
I don't feel anything
But I feel like I'm not really here
And I have to force myself to move
And it's kinda weird
But I don't like it

I know how you feel…

Yeah

You want to talk about it?

There's not really much to talk about
I mean, I sometimes cut myself when I don't feel anything and that usually makes me cry which is better than this feeling
But to do that I'd have to get up and I can barely force myself to type

There's not really much to talk about
I mean, I sometimes cut myself when I don't feel anything and that usually makes me cry which is better than this feeling
But to do that I'd have to get up and I can barely force myself to type

I know…
You feel hollow, don't you…
Do you feel empty?
Has your heart been shattered?
I, myself, well… I don't need to cry…
I can't anymore, snd I'm stuck like this…
I mean I still have hope but I feel empty…

I don't think my heart is shattered
It's thumping really weirdly though
And I kinda feels like it's drooping, like I am. Barely able to hold itself up
And I'd like to cry, even if I hate crying because this feeling sucks
I don't have hope, I'm not going to make it very far

I don't think my heart is shattered
It's thumping really weirdly though
And I kinda feels like it's drooping, like I am. Barely able to hold itself up
And I'd like to cry, even if I hate crying because this feeling sucks
I don't have hope, I'm not going to make it very far

Well it's good that your heart isn't shattered… At least it's still intact…
And, it's a good thing you can still cry, I envy you… As cringey and pretentious and fucked up as that sounds it's still true. Hate it or not it's a sign that you're still somewhat well..
But you listen to me. No matter how hard it gets, never stop trying… I dunno if you wanna PM me about what made you this way, bit I'd like to try and help….

Hell if I know what made me this way, lol
But why the heck not

I'll PM you…

Alright

A shattered heart and broken mind
Red and dark as blood
Tearful eyes and shaking hands
Forced to live today
Hope is just a memory
I don’t have the energy
Struggling to break these bonds
Looking for what lies beyond
A silhouette is what I’ve become
A shadow of my former self
Live my life with a heavy heart
Soon I know I will depart
Flying free, not feeling trapped
This is just a simple fact
A broken girl
Feeling out of place
Everyday, in every place
Trying to find
A place in
The world

A shattered heart and broken mind
Red and dark as blood
Tearful eyes and shaking hands
Forced to live today
Hope is just a memory
I don’t have the energy
Struggling to break these bonds
Looking for what lies beyond
A silhouette is what I’ve become
A shadow of my former self
Live my life with a heavy heart
Soon I know I will depart
Flying free, not feeling trapped
This is just a simple fact
A broken girl
Feeling out of place
Everyday, in every place
Trying to find
A place in
The world

Is this poem sincere? Do you need to talk?

50-50

You need me to PM you?

Nah, it’s late here and too many things are overwhelming me right now. I usually take my frustration out via art or writing but sometimes resort to other needs.

Night any one who’s on

There's not really much to talk about
I mean, I sometimes cut myself when I don't feel anything and that usually makes me cry which is better than this feeling
But to do that I'd have to get up and I can barely force myself to type

Babe
Please no

Darlings I'm so concerned for all of us we're a mess

Me too, Kat… We're all dealing with our own mountain of shit. Each one of us.

@StarkSpangledBanner

Are you sure… Don't reject an opportunity to talk about your problems…

Yeah, take the opportunity to talk. Even the little stupid things deserve to be heard.

Yeah, take the opportunity to talk. Even the little stupid things deserve to be heard.

Shade is right… It doesn't matter what it is, we'll do our very best to help you with anything you need!

I hate spreading my burden on others and have gotten so good at faking a smile that sometimes I don’t even recognize myself anymore

Mood
Except I suck at faking a smile
unless it's acting
But I can't act in everyday situations

I hate spreading my burden on others and have gotten so good at faking a smile that sometimes I don’t even recognize myself anymore

Well… Share it with me anyway, sweetie… Because I can relate…