OK BIG RANT TIME
I have fallen for 3 different people because I'm a raging bisexual and i have a kink for honest people and OOF
Person #1 i have liked for years and right when i started to loose feels he starts talking to me again, this dude has helped me through a lot of mental breakdowns in panic attacks in my freshman year because life was hell. he was my rant buddy! id rant to him and he'd rant to me, he has made me cry because of his honesty and he's one of the few people I have complete trust in. but hes not interested and im like 50% sure he's in a relationship plus hes like an hour away and I haven't seen him face to face for almost a year.
Person #2 this one is kind of new to me, he's really funny and tries to include me in conversations on our hour-long bus ride, hes sweet but I don't really know much about him and i do. he keeps sending me mixed signals and slightly flirting, but I never know if it's for real.
Person #3 is a girl, she's awesome we started hanging out around last august, she's really sweet and I call her my "fake girlfriend but its actually killing me slowly because she's taken and her relationship. we kind of cuddle on the afternoon bus, but it's just fake flirting. i honestly don't know what to do. do yee