So I don't know how to put this into words but let me just say it has been so long since ive had a crush. Maybe this is my first 'real' crush while the others weren't actually 'true' feelings. But do you ever get that feeling around a specific person that you admire and it's just..that feeling, that you know it's real; and you're happy (or i am at least) that it's finally a real feeling for an incredible person.

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QUESTION

why are humans so stunning
seriously
I want to draw all of them but I can't because there's too many stunning humans to draw in my lifetime

i mean i can relate but im a crappy artist so i stick with stick figures

^^^ GOOD LUUUUUUUCK!!!

ITS GOING GREAT were still on the video call and omg she is just so cute

Were just on working next to each other and she has such a great playlist and she likes my music, which is just like WOW OK

Ok im sorry because im going on and on but she has just the fluffiest hair ever and its just the most beautiful thing ever and shes also kinda chubby in the beautifulkind of way which is just so damn GORGEOUS BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE ANY CHUBBY PEEPS ON THIS CHAT TO UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS GORGEOUS TO BE CHUBBY

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahewwo

U-um, when did you join this forum? (guys, this is my BF^^)

blushes and covers my face

Okay. Um…
So he has a girlfriend and I still like him.
I've known this for…about a month, maybe longer.
I've invited him to my birthday party on Nov 10th and I said we'd be bowling and having dinner with three people (including him), my brother, and my father. Note that we're all in the same D&D group, and I get to introduce some of the players to our DM (who's my crush…)
Anyways, he smiles his goofy/competitive smile and says, "Bowling? Neat," which I respond with, "Oh, I am so gonna destroy you!" And then we talk about bowling, a little about Star Wars (which I don't really follow, sorry!), and a bit of Marvel and DC.
I've been making complaints around him hinting that I want a new (durable) sketchbook because the one I have has duct tape for a spine.
He also says that I'm a good artist…which I disagree, but…eh. He's impressed by my drawings of all of our group's characters.
Almost everyday I walk home with him, leaving me to walk the 1.2 miles to my home (or walk back to the school to be picked up by parents. He lives near the school, I don't-I'm supposed to ride a bus,) even getting me to be almost missing and cops were almost involved before I came home after walking for 45 minutes.
We talk often when we see each other, we have SO MUCH in common, and he makes me so giddy! Like I was giddy for an entire week because of him instead of me being my normal b!tchy self!
He also did this thing where, at Homecoming, he said we could go as friends, when he had a girlfriend (he ended up not being able to go.)
He also is AMAZING at taekwondo (-he kept making me think he was going to kill me…a way of flirting?) and he's in marching band, boy scouts, and (though he doesn't look like it at first) is pretty athletic and fun to be around.
The fact that he's autistic, has ADHD, and has OCD doesn't really bother me-I don't see it in him, having had friends with and without ADHD who are weird but nice.
He listens to me (and I'm chatty-known for just talking to myself.)
He makes me feel like I'm worthwhile, and once, when he was mad, didn't take it out on me.
If I say I put myself down from my art/writing/reading/etc. skills, he calls BS on me, and he makes me feel better of myself.
We both are roleplayers, readers, writers, and artists…
I don't know what to do.
And he might see this because I sent him a link to one of my roleplays for no reason, so J, if you do, god…I'm sorry!

Okay. Um…
So he has a girlfriend and I still like him.
I've known this for…about a month, maybe longer.
I've invited him to my birthday party on Nov 10th and I said we'd be bowling and having dinner with three people (including him), my brother, and my father. Note that we're all in the same D&D group, and I get to introduce some of the players to our DM (who's my crush…)
Anyways, he smiles his goofy/competitive smile and says, "Bowling? Neat," which I respond with, "Oh, I am so gonna destroy you!" And then we talk about bowling, a little about Star Wars (which I don't really follow, sorry!), and a bit of Marvel and DC.
I've been making complaints around him hinting that I want a new (durable) sketchbook because the one I have has duct tape for a spine.
He also says that I'm a good artist…which I disagree, but…eh. He's impressed by my drawings of all of our group's characters.
Almost everyday I walk home with him, leaving me to walk the 1.2 miles to my home (or walk back to the school to be picked up by parents. He lives near the school, I don't-I'm supposed to ride a bus,) even getting me to be almost missing and cops were almost involved before I came home after walking for 45 minutes.
We talk often when we see each other, we have SO MUCH in common, and he makes me so giddy! Like I was giddy for an entire week because of him instead of me being my normal b!tchy self!
He also did this thing where, at Homecoming, he said we could go as friends, when he had a girlfriend (he ended up not being able to go.)
He also is AMAZING at taekwondo (-he kept making me think he was going to kill me…a way of flirting?) and he's in marching band, boy scouts, and (though he doesn't look like it at first) is pretty athletic and fun to be around.
The fact that he's autistic, has ADHD, and has OCD doesn't really bother me-I don't see it in him, having had friends with and without ADHD who are weird but nice.
He listens to me (and I'm chatty-known for just talking to myself.)
He makes me feel like I'm worthwhile, and once, when he was mad, didn't take it out on me.
If I say I put myself down from my art/writing/reading/etc. skills, he calls BS on me, and he makes me feel better of myself.
We both are roleplayers, readers, writers, and artists…
I don't know what to do.
And he might see this because I sent him a link to one of my roleplays for no reason, so J, if you do, god…I'm sorry!

i hope it all goes well for you, i kindof know how you feel, i fell for a similar type of guy

goddammit somebody kiss me

goddammit somebody kiss me

I,,, feel this on every level. It'd be even better if the "somebody" was the guy I like…

goddammit somebody kiss me

I,,, feel this on every level. It'd be even better if the "somebody" was the guy I like…

ok valid
yknow when mitski said 'somebody kiss me, im going crazy' she knew what she was doing

goddammit somebody kiss me

BIG MOOD

goddammit somebody kiss me

Ok, I have a BF, but I think he wouldn't mind, because this seems like an emergency. Also, he can't complain 'cause he's Poly.

kisses you lightly

Also, I found out my BF is now pretty much blind in his left eye and it makes me sad that I can't make it better.

So am I! My left eye is on the verge of losing it's vision.

goddammit somebody kiss me

Ok, I have a BF, but I think he wouldn't mind, because this seems like an emergency. Also, he can't complain 'cause he's Poly.

kisses you lightly

i think u might be too small but thank you for the gesture

(is confused)

like. age-wise

I'm 17…

I'm 17…

(Hey, me too…)