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I'm Actually Dying of Boredom

@Simon-Says ftygbhunjkm forum 515 comments schedule
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@ElderGod-kirky group

EXACTLY

@Simon-Says

Lmao pretty people don't understand they're pretty

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@ElderGod-kirky group

No, no they do not.

And I still don't understand how people see me and think I'm pretty

@Trix

but Circe you're literally hecking gorgeous and your hair looks fabulous in that photo

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@ElderGod-kirky group

I was just messing with it and now I'm too lazy to put it back.

I have my days when I think I look somewhat cute, and then there are others when I'm a living friend

@Trix

Mood but also like I could never look how you do

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@ElderGod-kirky group

Staaaap

I'm not that pretty—and pretty is even a stretch.

@Trix

Yeah pretty is a really bad way to describe you…

@Trix

…you absolutely breathtaking gorgeous captivating enchanting striking stunning alluring tantalizing angel.

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@ElderGod-kirky group

Litterally no one has ever said anything like that to me, and I'm quite flattered

@Trix

;)

@Trix

In less eloquent words… you're beautiful. That is a fact fam.

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I feel like that pic I posted to this isn't that flattering, tho…

Just face it, I'll never view myself as beautiful

@Trix

I think no one truly looks at themselves and thinks they're beautiful. Even the snobbiest of girls stare at their reflections with insecurity. Our faces and bodies - we've matured, filled out, grown up, experienced puberty, been through everything with them. We are acutely aware of every flaw and imperfection that it is virtually impossible for one to call oneself beautiful and truly utterly believe it. That doesn't mean our opinions are valid, though. That doesn't mean none of us are beautiful. That doesn't mean you aren't beautiful.

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That is hella inspiring. That's all I have to say to that. Just…wow

@Trix

blushes furiously not knowing how to respond
w;oanfaokjemf thanks… how did you table the turns with the complimen- but still my point stands. I have decided that you, Circe, are beautiful and what you think does not change my opinion. Case closed. <3

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@ElderGod-kirky group

Awww! Now you know how I feel ;)

I suppose I shall respect your opinion and try to look at myself in a different light

@Trix

Yay! Dat's all I ask.

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@ElderGod-kirky group

lol

Ahhh, this entire thing reminds me of my mom pressuring me to get a bf because I have yet to get one. Don't ask me why, it just does.

@Trix

…I- ok- good to know..?
rereads thread oh wait I guess the last couple messages could be interpreted that way XD

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I bring it up because I'm going to a thing over the summer where I'll be with a group of people from all over the state. She hopes that I'll find someone there.

I'M NERVOUS MY DUDE

Anxiety's a thing, and I'm not even within driving distance from home. I'll just be dorming with my friends for a whole week, my parents, like, 3 hours away.

@Trix

Ohh cringes in anxious awkwardness
Thankfully I have a mom who's still paranoid about the fact that I have friends of the opposite gender. (shh she doesn't know that I don't even care about gender at this point)

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@ElderGod-kirky group

My mom wants me to have guy friends. She actually had more dude friends than girl friends growing up, and I'm pretty sure that still stands.

@Trix

Guy friends are coolio though. This is stereotypical but they're chill and will be brutally honest - very blunt and kinda refreshing sometimes. If you fucked up, they'll tell you. If you're being a dramatic bitch, they'll say it to your face. If you're overthinking something, they'll scream it in your face. Pretty nice.

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@ElderGod-kirky group

I need that. My—very limited amount of—girl friends seriously like getting into heated arguments and putting me in the middle. Talk about STRESS. And my 5'9 friend? Yeah, she's pissed me off on more than one occation by spouting some bullshit about me not being helpful or some shit. Like, ??? I help both of your asses on a daily, shut your face.

But all the guys in my school are moronic assholes, so my options are very limited.

@Trix

Aww sends virtual hug
I hope that friendship drama chills the fuck out someday soon. Honestly my friends and I literally labeled out biggest fights as 'Girl Wars'. After Girl War 6 (yes, there have been 6. we all have this stuff ingrained in our minds like we're history tombs.) though, I think things have died down. By now we know each other well enough to look past this shit.

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I don't have enough friends to get into 'Girl Wars,' and I usually just go quiet when I'm pissed off. I don't like confrontation, so I usually try to avoid any sort of drama. If people don't like that I'm not continuing the argument, so be it. I couldn't give two shits. Or even one for that matter.

@Trix

Yes fam.
claps
(Anywho it's like midnight here and I hafta go. Sleep is annoyingly persistent. Honestly. Buuee!
Don't forget you're amazing, inside and out. And I really respect that whole 'avoid any sort of drama' thing. <3)

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Tis 11:41 where I live, and I have to go as well (tho I took an hour nap so I'm not actually tired)

@Trix

Oh 11:41? Same. Ok I actually gotta go now. Bue (for real this time).