Depression and dysphoria
But also a strange sense of peace and joy
But still depressed
My mind is strange
LGBTQA+ chat
yeah same
my 0/10 ultra conservative christian parents dont help either
i simply cannot wait for legal adulthood
Hhhhh saaaammmeeeee
are u out to anyone? or just completely closeted
I'm out to a couple of my friends, school psychologist and student tracker
The psychologist and student tracker are totally supportive, but my friends think I'm weird bc of it
You could say they think I'm…
Queer
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
sobs
nggh im like the opposite
im out to my therapist and my friends
friendsare 10/10 supportive, plus one of them alsorecently came out to me aswell, yet my therapist seems a little iffy abt it
Oh nice
My friends are mostly Christian, raised in conservative Idaho so it's expected
That doesn't make it hurt any less tho
Lol
sobs
yeah :/
half of me just wants to announce it to everyone and stop caring but the half is like "nooooo bc then you'll die(socially) and everyone will hate you"
idk conflict makes me sad
but hey, atleast i have internet lol
Same lol
I mean.. I think most of my school wouldn't really care
There's this gal that's out as transgender, and everyone's totally cool w it
But I don't have a social life and most ppl ignore me anyways so if they did care it wouldn't matter :P
oof im at an all-christian school that got like 100 students in total
I probs wouldnt get like bullied but it would suck anyway bc literally everyone thinks im weird anyway
not to mention this one kid who's like the classic example of the homophobic blond dude you see in teen fictions
i sorta wanna punch him sometimes tbh
Do it
Punch him
im 99% convinced that theres gotta be more than just 2 queer kids out of 100 tho
so yeet here's to hoping
Haha i wish
but i'd get expelled immediately
they've already got me on this watchlist so if i screw up i get kicked out
There should be at least two queer kids per 30 people in a group so like…
come out come out wherever you are
eyy thats pretty cool i didnt know that
determination +1
Well I mean that statistic might've changed to like 1 in 10, but 2 to 30 is what it was last time I checked lol
so are you guys writing anything? or is that just me
I've been working on writing my first serious novel in some time…
Oh nice
im trying to start my first story
I'm writing!
…An assignment for school.
Cause yeah, that's a thing
And I have very little free time and even less motivation.
Nice dude. I wish you the best of luck my friend
Thank you Red.
Good luck w your novel.
Oof hi im trying to write a novel
Same here but mine is kinda dark and depressing so I don't think I'd ever attempt to publish it and probably wouldn't let many people read it lol
nice
Im trying to write a fantasy novel and rn it just seems so daunting.
Yeah I tried to do that but I had to take a break bc organizing all the different types of magic and species was too much, and the plot is all over the place so I have to come back to it later.
what even is a plot i dont even have the 7 main characters yet
Lol I just make up characters as I go tbh. Like I get the main 1-3 characters created and then I just make up random important people as I write.
Nice lol. I might do that after i get my main 5 done.