Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

Homegirl tried to hack me

i really want cheesecake rn

we have some downstairs i just have to go downstairs but i’m too comfy

Is anybody online I'm lonely and I only have one notification lol I usually have around 40 so this feels v sad

yoink

I’m prolly like the last person you wanna talk to lmaoo

Why would you think that lol

idk cus you’re German and I’m Italian and you hate spaghetti?

can we put our differences aside once and for all

perhaps

I say we shall

I would talk but it’s like an hour past my bedtime and I need sleep

omg ella go to bed bb

I have a vent
I have a fucking vent
I hate drunk adults none of you here that considers yourself an adult counts
I hate feeling unsafe around people that I usually feel safe around, that feel like my second family
I hate men that are creepy and make everything over sexual
I hate that no one sees this except me
I almost said ok boomer to my dad. I was so fucking close. He’s not a boomer but he fucking acts like it. I had to explain ok boomer to a bunch of adults and my dad completely missed the point of the whole thing. Even after I explained it twice. Everyone else got it. Everyone else. Except he had to argue with me. He always has to argue with me over things like this. He said okay boomer to me. I don’t know why that makes me so fucking mad cause it sounds ridiculous but it does.
I hate adult men that act like 12 year old boys. And that doesn’t sound that bad except they’re drunk. And tall. And strong cause they work out a lot. And therefore scary
Idk tonight was fun until it was that type of fun where you feel like it’s about to break any moment and become dangerous

ALL SO TRUE

_{dear god what’s wrong with me}

_{I can’t do this anymore}

_{how could I have gotten so desperate that I’d willingly give up everything that’s important to me, everything I believe in, and the safety of my own soul just to feel okay for a minute…?}

_{I try so hard to get better, hoping that I might be able to survive, and then I pull crap like this…}

_{god, I really am hopeless, aren’t I?}

_…

_{…My family’s not home, I could kill myself right this moment and no one would even know}

_{dear god what’s wrong with me}

_{I can’t do this anymore}

_{how could I have gotten so desperate that I’d willingly give up everything that’s important to me, everything I believe in, and the safety of my own soul just to feel okay for a minute…?}

_{I try so hard to get better, hoping that I might be able to survive, and then I pull crap like this…}

_{god, I really am hopeless, aren’t I?}

_…

_{…My family’s not home, I could kill myself right this moment and no one would even know}

Don't. You matter more than you know.
I also feel like that all the time.

_{dear god what’s wrong with me}

_{I can’t do this anymore}

_{how could I have gotten so desperate that I’d willingly give up everything that’s important to me, everything I believe in, and the safety of my own soul just to feel okay for a minute…?}

_{I try so hard to get better, hoping that I might be able to survive, and then I pull crap like this…}

_{god, I really am hopeless, aren’t I?}

_…

_{…My family’s not home, I could kill myself right this moment and no one would even know}

I know the feeling. I've attempted way too many times Ella, just. Think of all the goods. I guess think of how heart broken everyone would be.

Ella seriously, if you need help call through Discord.

_{Update: My best friend who has no idea I’m even remotely suffering sent me a text saying that she missed me and that we should see each other again, so… uhh… I completely broke down into tears like the pathetic little heck I am and then my parents came home so guess I’m going to be here a bit longer}

_{I just don’t know what to do anymore}

(sadly can relate.)

I have a vent
I have a fucking vent
I hate drunk adults none of you here that considers yourself an adult counts
I hate feeling unsafe around people that I usually feel safe around, that feel like my second family
I hate men that are creepy and make everything over sexual
I hate that no one sees this except me
I almost said ok boomer to my dad. I was so fucking close. He’s not a boomer but he fucking acts like it. I had to explain ok boomer to a bunch of adults and my dad completely missed the point of the whole thing. Even after I explained it twice. Everyone else got it. Everyone else. Except he had to argue with me. He always has to argue with me over things like this. He said okay boomer to me. I don’t know why that makes me so fucking mad cause it sounds ridiculous but it does.
I hate adult men that act like 12 year old boys. And that doesn’t sound that bad except they’re drunk. And tall. And strong cause they work out a lot. And therefore scary
Idk tonight was fun until it was that type of fun where you feel like it’s about to break any moment and become dangerous

As someone who lived with an alcoholic for most of my childhood, drunk people suck.

I need y'all's help.

Help with what??

So, I have a Nanowrimo party today to celebrate hitting 50,000.
My mom isn't going to want to take me, but I can't drive lol so I need her to.
How do I convince her??

A whole powerpoint on how it would boost morale and increase productivity and happiness should do it. Although maybe you could just explain that it's important and you really want to go.

Idk. But I found some old RP gems :3 I’m gonna read them with Emi I’m excited as heck

mmm

i got caught up in chips lmao