Broke down last night and had to be towed; "slept" in the truck. Luckily my dad and I have blankets in the the truck! Temperature dropped into the low 20s!
I had to walk to class in the low 20s today 🥲
Oh no, that sucks! Hopefully you managed to stay somewhat warm.
My dad and I were in the truck for about 7 hours waiting for the the service station to open.
Idk why but today I suddenly feel so.. empty? Like I have nothing to hold on to or that I have nothing in my life that makes me happy. Mostly because I don't have any talents maybe? I'm not good at anything that I want to be able to do.
One of my friends stopped talking to me or is extremely harsh and rude when speaking to me after I asked him to stop grabbing me in the hallways (He's very touchy and grabs me and covers my eyes and I hate it)
But now I'm dating this really nice trans guy, which is a plus so idk why I feel so empty I want to be happy.
I don't have any hobbies anymore cause I have no talent. I started crocheting and for the life of me I can only do a chain and can't move onto another row or understand how to make something.
My art teacher got water and red paint all over my project I was entering in a contest and I'm upset because I was proud of it and spent a long time on it, but at the same time, I'm apathetic.
Today just feels like a meh day to me too to be perfectly honest
It's actually snowing a little bit here… But, yeah, it does still feel pretty “meh”
My allergies are killing me homies. It’s horrible. But enough about allergies, and this is serious. If anyone is in Ukraine and needs somewhere to go, if you can, head to Ireland and Scotland. They’ve lifted all travel visas and passports. You can get in. And if any of you people from Ukraine can get to Caithness, the highland clans are willing to take you in, free of charge. I got the information from my family over there this morning. Currently in America, or where I am at, which is the South, we are worried about you guys. And my college is close to an international airport, so we may start opening spare dorm rooms for Ukrainian refugees. If any Ukrainians fly into SC, dm me. If you’re close, I will come get you. No questions asked. Aight? I care about you guys. Don’t hesitate if you get in SC. It only takes about 7 hours to travel the whole state. I’ll come get you if the need arises.
It's a "let's take a nap" kinda day.
My mom just spent about an hour nonstop screaming at me about the "Sacrifices she makes for me"… I'm sorry? That's called being a parent? It's your obligation. Hell, anything less would be child abuse at this point. Anyways, timeskip more harsh words and things I don't even want to repeat I tell her that as soon as I'm done with highschool I'm moving and never coming back.
I'm just so empty inside now I don't even feel like getting up in the mornings, nothing matters.
I feel awful for the people in Ukraine, specifically because I'm unable to offer the same help as Winter, I have no home or shelter or transportation to offer you. I genuinely wish I could, you guys deserve a helping hand but I can't offer it and it pains me to just sit anxiously and wait for more news.
[Sends a cyber-hug to Space.]
Also thoughts and prayers are with Ukraine.
I feel awful for the people in Ukraine, specifically because I'm unable to offer the same help as Winter, I have no home or shelter or transportation to offer you. I genuinely wish I could, you guys deserve a helping hand but I can't offer it and it pains me to just sit anxiously and wait for more news.
I feel like a lot of people feel this way not just with Ukraine specifically, but pretty much any other time some big scary event like this has come up. It doesn't feel like enough just to post about how my thoughts and prayers and go out to the people of wherever (Ukraine, in this instance) but at the same time it also feels like that's the best I can do.
That being said though, my heart does genuinely go out to Ukrainians right now. It sounds like a super scary situation and I hope everyone over there is staying safe.
v Thank you for sharing all of that.
I’ve been following the Russo-Ukrainian war for a few years now and I’ve been bringing information and putting it into one of my discord servers. Be extremely aware of misinformation at this time, as Russia is also waging a disinformation war right now.
Here’s the gist of what I’ve found so far. I’ve decided to share it here for all who are interested.
I’m also going to take this moment here to talk about two spellings - Kiev vs Kyiv; I recommend against using Kiev, as that is the Russian spelling. It doesn’t make much difference but Kyiv seems more correct to use.
Also Chernobyl vs Chornobyl. Chornobyl is the Ukrainian spelling of that.
And - PayPal does not work in Ukraine, with few exceptions. Be careful if anyone is going to donate to Ukrainians; do a bit of research.
Edit: I’ve dedicated a discussion completely to posting about Ukraine: https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/information-and-updates-about-ukraine To avoid flooding this one.
The main post also includes information about how people can help.
Apparently my brain wants me to make a serial killer universe. So far I have….
Babydoll Killer:
Dresses their victims to resemble a baby doll and tries to set up scenes for child play.
Bleeding-Heart Killer:
Leaves Bleeding-Heart flowers at each scene, and takes out the victims heart.
Forests' Hangman:
Strings victims up in the woods upside down by their ankles and slits their throats.
Mermaid Killer:
Ties a cinderblock to the ankles of their victims and throws them into the water where they drown. Uses lakes, swimming pools, the ocean, ponds, aquariums. Cuts gills into the victims.
Cool Sy
My mind can be a dark and dangerous place to roam; tread carefully.
Sy… I am both impressed and concerned by that list. It's very creative and, honestly, I can picture all of them on a few different tv shows.
I could never actually kill someone; far too friendly and caring for that! Perhaps I've been watching a little too much true crime shows, Criminal Minds, and other things. Lol
I mean I could probably take out a few people. If being stabbed once couldn’t kill me I doubt a person could do it. My bets are on an angry bear.
Death-by-Grizzly….
If a bear doesn’t kill me then I am simply not dying. Sounds like a horrible way to go but hey I can say I was a ✨snack✨ At least. And ya know for the memes, I’d let it happen.
Did I accomplish all that I could have today? No. Could I have been more productive? Yes. But I choose to look at the fact that I finished all of my homework (Late and due today) Today before it was due with very little complaint
👏👏👏👏👏👏 Homework completion is still an accomplishment! 🎉🎊🥳
Did I accomplish all that I could have today? No. Could I have been more productive? Yes. But I choose to look at the fact that I finished all of my homework (Late and due today) Today before it was due with very little complaint
Big proud
I'm sleepy and bored, my left knee hurts and I'm pretty sure I did something to it, I've been having seizures again, it's midterms time, and my period starts soon. Woo-hoo.
The good news is that I get to see my guinea piggie this weekend, and my mother's dog, whom we call the "rat dog" because he's been shaved and looks like a little rat. When he's hairy, he looks like Chewbacca with the face of an Ewok.
I decided I want to get my heart surgery done
Nice, what procedure?
I'm sleepy and bored, my left knee hurts and I'm pretty sure I did something to it, I've been having seizures again, it's midterms time, and my period starts soon. Woo-hoo.
The good news is that I get to see my guinea piggie this weekend, and my mother's dog, whom we call the "rat dog" because he's been shaved and looks like a little rat. When he's hairy, he looks like Chewbacca with the face of an Ewok.
Noice
I decided I want to get my heart surgery done
Nice, what procedure?
Cardiac ablation to burn out some extra pathways in my heart
Better blood flow right?
