The Miracle family!!

I'd just like to express my thoughts on something I noticed yesterday morning:
No one calls me Emily.
When someone in my family wants my attention, they just talk and hope that I'm listening (which of course I always am but that is besides the point)
At work, when someone wants my attention, they look at me, tap my shoulder, or use my last name. They even use my last name when talking about me to other members of staff.
My boyfriend calls me 'Em', but it doesn't really count.
It has gotten to the point that whenever someone asks what my name is, saying 'Emily' doesn't feel right. It sounds so strange saying my name and I don't know if that's good or bad.

We rarely talk because 1) your internet is shite, 2) there is a significant time difference, 3) I'm always working, and 4) tbh I think your boyfriend is more important than me ^-^
And notice the 'sometimes'. When we do talk you call me Emily, when we talk on here you call me Lee.
All I'm saying is that my real name is used so infrequently that it sounds weird whenever anyone, including myself, says it

yeah i used to go by my middle name or any nickname i could cause i hate my first name

why hopscotch

11 days here

i have like three friends in all and it feels like as soon as I get a little bit of stability, it gets taken away and I absolutely despise it. i know that's just life but it's still. it took me almost two years to find a new group of friends i was comfortable around and they were okay with me being stupid me but now we've,,, dispersed and just. im lonely again

my life in one paragraph. I have separation anxiety.

i am oof

AFT!!!!!

So I'm home from work.. That was an interesting shift

Well at first there were too many people so we hand to send some home early to save labour. I ended up staying on an extra two hours, had a break down, wanted to kill myself, then became really nervous and timid for the rest of the night. By 11 there were 9 people including the manager who were left to close. The manager forgot to send me on a break so let me have whatever food I wanted to take home, and he told me he's proud of me, which none of the managers ever say to me

I mean technically they could have kept me until Midnight, but since I don't know how to close there wouldn't have been any point. The closers finish at 2am anyways

AFT!!!!!

heya mezzo! i missed y'all a lot~

we missed you too!
also, lee, i'm sorry you had a weird shift, feel better soon darling

also, lee, i'm sorry you had a weird shift, feel better soon darling

Thank you ^-^

AFT!!!!!

heya mezzo! i missed y'all a lot~

sup mezzo

aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh shit shit shit!!! bangs head repeatedly on desk