Dom- so you said you could stop it, is it almost like a sneeze? You could hold it in, but it's more satisfying to let out? Or is it more like an involuntary muscle twitch, where you could watch the tic happen and feel completely disconnected?
I guess so. It's like, a millisecond before it happens my brain is like IReallyWantToDoAThing and then it happens. And I think I could stop it, because I feel the signal before it happens. It's like I will it to happen instead of it being automatic. Except I don't really mean to.
