The Strange Thoughts of The Skittles (Warning... very weird things ahead. Proceed with caution.)

In Wisconsin, 40 degrees means shorts 😁

Lol. Same here. Except for me. I just can't.

😁

aphoo look whos bored again
ME

I really like sweaters, even though it's super hot where I live
I once went on a long walk in summer
And I had my fluffy black sweater on that I didn't take off the entire walk
I didn't complain once about how I was sweating buckets

I don't even know how I did it

Is it? I've never watched it….

When I was younger we were moving and I LOVED stuffed animals so I had a bunch… my parents got this huge box.. it was the biggest they used… And it was just full of my stuffed animals

Lol.
I gave all mine to my siblings… they were overflowing my room… I felt bad cause I couldn't take care of em all
I kept one tho… my best buddy.

Yeah, I keep mine limited. I only ever sleep with one. A giant bunny.

…
My best buddy is a bunny
He's mint green
Very soft
Medium sized
Squishy

I gave all my stuffed animals a name
And a backstory
I also had a whole day dedicated to them where I'd dress em up
Once I gave my dalmatian stuffed animal (I named him Noodle.. my brothers used to call him 'Noodle the Poodle' and I'd get mad cause.. he's a dalmatian.) a band aid cause he fell
I just really loved em all

I'm going to throw up. Oh my gosh. This show!!!

Mine is tan. Giant. Like, it was bigger than I was when I got it. Granted, I wasn't even one, yet…

Woah
That's… still pretty big it sounds like though…

I named my Jumper
Cause.. I don't know

That's a cute name!

Oh my goodness
I didn't even have to say anything to my mom
My hands were shaking violently at supper
They still are so it's kinda hard to type
But I told her that I was getting panic attacks……..I might have downplayed it tho
But I still told her

Guys it's only getting worse……..Idk why
Like there is absolutely no reason for me to be having panic attacks rn

Oh my goodness
I didn't even have to say anything to my mom
My hands were shaking violently at supper
They still are so it's kinda hard to type
But I told her that I was getting panic attacks……..I might have downplayed it tho
But I still told her

Well… it's good she knows now
Has she said anything yet?

Guys it's only getting worse……..Idk why
Like there is absolutely no reason for me to be having panic attacks rn

Can I ask what exactly happens?

Okay, ahmm…..it's like, I feel as if a freezing cold hand has plunged into my back and is squeezing my lungs and my heart, so my breathing gets short and fast and my heart starts beating really fast and my hands start shaking. It feels like bees are buzzing in between my should blades, and I start shaking all over then it's like I can't focus on anything and whenever I look at something it's like my eyes go out of focus.