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@The-N-U-T-Cracker

It’s an update, so…

So my mum called me down and talked to me about why I was being deceitful and my character and stuff. My dad went off on a rant on how “it shows character” and how disappointed he was because I was trying to not get caught. He finally gave me a chance to apologize, but it was followed up by “I’m more upset because you didn’t take responsibility” and that was literally the first time I was able to talk. Then my mom was like, “Why’d you do it?” And I said I was afraid of their reaction. She asked me why (after getting interrupted by my dad with just stupid shit that I didn’t pay attention to) and I responded with something that was totally, absolutely, taken the wrong way. I said “I think I just respect you more” to my mom. I meant to say that I feel safer and more secure with my respect for her. I don’t totally disrespect him, but hell, I have one good reason to. He then went on a spree of trying to make me feel bad by saying “Oh, what am I gonna do to you? Yell at you? Oooh noooo!” (By this point I wanted to physically harm him). And just other stuff like “You don’t know what it’s like to be afraid in your house” and it was really really annoying, since he was putting himself over me. Then they continued to call me stupid because I don’t understand why he’s home all the time etc. It was just a waste of my time. I didn’t get anything from it, apart from the fear that they might be sending me to a military school for being so “deceitful”.

(This is an add on from a couple minutes ago)

Oh, yeah, they insulted my intelligence, too, by telling me “If Alex has been bringing her Switch to school, her mom sure as hell knows now” and when I said that your mom probably wouldn’t care (with the intent if saying she was a better parent) they followed it up with “Oh yeah, because she’s in honor roll and is passing all of her classes” (my dad said this, btw). That was under the belt. Totally under the fucking belt, man.

And sorry to add a third, but they’re selling my 3ds, Switch and all of my games. Wonderful.

Ok, I’m no Reddit expert or anything, but I saw something like that on a subreddit dedicated to insane parents, so don’t try and tell me that they aren’t abusive. They sound crazy. I want to buy your games, give them back to you, and tell your parents to give you the money. (I know that plan would never work but I wish it would.) Ugh, I don’t think any wall of text has pissed me off this much since that one time an Athiest made an entire post ranting about how stupid his family is for saying prayers before the meal on Thanksgiving… I may not know you very well, but I know enough to say that you deserve way better than those parents.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Mhm.

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hmmmmmmmmmm

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I started another trend apparently.

This time I told Lee I'd gift him my wakizashi and now they have it in their username. And here we've got Eris flaunting her mastery of katanas.

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(lounges on a throne surrounded by katanas)

Don't be jealous.

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Hm I thought we agreed, tho, Eris?

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Jealous?
Sweetie I know some ninjutsu.
Granted I'd know more if my cat hadn't sprayed my pamphlet… But still…

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I started another trend apparently.

This time I told Lee I'd gift him my wakizashi and now they have it in their username. And here we've got Eris flaunting her mastery of katanas.

Actually, Emo and Eris started it in our OG, team homies chat

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Emi*

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Hm I thought we agreed, tho, Eris?

agreeeeeeeeeeeeeed on????? Our hit list? Our favorite cookies? Whether or not Sebastian Stan is the hottest man alive??

We agree on a lot of things Emi dearest

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Really?
Because I just saw it after my thing with Lee.

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Yeah… We disscused it in our chat because people started to use our Tea names.

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Hm I thought we agreed, tho, Eris?

agreeeeeeeeeeeeeed on????? Our hit list? Our favorite cookies? Whether or not Sebastian Stan is the hottest man alive??

We agree on a lot of things Emi dearest

Ye what Lexi said

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Yeah… We disscused it in our chat because people started to use our Tea names.

I swear I told Jensen the tea thing…

@blue_topaz

I think you did tell Jensen the tea thing, and then someone (Lex? I think?) told us in the PM chat and we all changed our names to tea themes

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ThEN EVERYONE TOOK IT UP

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Yeah… We disscused it in our chat because people started to use our Tea names.

I swear I told Jensen the tea thing…

Well you did tell Jensen about that… But then I stole their brand and pretty much forced everyone in our group chat to do the same thing.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Yeah… We disscused it in our chat because people started to use our Tea names.

I swear I told Jensen the tea thing…

Well you did tell Jensen about that… But then I stole their brand and pretty much forced everyone in our group chat to do the same thing.

Gotcha. That's cool.

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#swordswag

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I'mma do it too!

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#Ifuckinglovekhopeshs

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#This is a tea homies thing

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

#i'mmastilldoit

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I did it!

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#noooo, okay

@WriteOutofTime

oh god emi im sorry im late to this but stuff like this pisses me off so much because its so familiar and so horrible and your situation is so much like my younger sisters and im honestly ready to fight your parents and

deep breath

If you need anything. If you need to vent. Trust me, I know what you're going through. The abuse that most people dont think is abuse because youre not covered in bruises. Its taken me a while to realize this, but emotiobal, verbal, and mental abuse are REAL. Its all a control thing, its disgusting, and in some ways its harder because adults never believe you. Well guess what, this semi-adult believes every word and im here for you.

ok. sorry. im heated. i hope things get better for you, youre wonderful and you deserve better

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Thank you so so much (arrgghhhh I don’t remember your name, I’m sorry!). I’m finding it hard to go get help (as many of you requested I do) because of the restriction of proof I have (and my terrible talking skill). I went to the counselor yesterday for some type of guidance and got none. SS won’t be able to do anything, unless I prove it somehow, which I can barely videotape on my iPad (the only device I have, now, and which is also a school iPad). I don’t know how to get conversations without making myself seen or heard, because of the layout of my home. I’m extremely tired of the treatment I’ve recieved and yesterday just about pushed me over. I want something done, but I honestly doubt it’ll happen.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

That sucks. I'm sorry Emi. I'm always here for you. We all are.

@WriteOutofTime

dont worry, some people call me Write, others call me Sarah. honestly im so proud of you for actually trying to do something, thats awesome!! keep gathering evidence. sometimes its easier to write down whats going on, instead of trying to explain it all out loud. video evidence is a good idea, but PLEASE dont get caught recording. i think youre on the right track, good luck!!

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Yeah. Getting caught isn't something you want to do. Definitely try to reach out, don't ever go in alone. You have friends who love and care for you on and off this site. We'll do anything for you Emi. I'm sure something will happen if you keep trying. Take care out there, sweetie.