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_{i'm fine, just a little lightheaded. i- sobs}

Ruby honey, what's going on?

_{i can't fucking do this anymore guys… i hate feeling like everythings my fault and that i would be better off dead. but . feel like this all the time…}

Oh rubes, everything is not your fault. I can't say that nothing at all is your fault, but I know for a fact that even if only one thing is your fault, placing blame won't help. And I know your situation in real life isn't super good, but you can make it through this.

_{its all my fault. i have failed my system. i have failed-}

No. You haven't failed anything at all. I don't know how or what to say. I'm bad at social situations when it comes to comforting people and trying to make them feel better. But you haven't failed anything, and let me try to insert some logic here. What ways do you believe that you have failed? Failed what? And what have you done that's so bad? Sorry if all of this probably makes you feel uncomfortable. Or just worse. I don't know, sorry if I did.

_-sobs-

i wish i could magically teleport to australia right now so i can give you a hug
but that's impossible, so… -virtual hugs-

_{im so so sorry everyone…}

no no no don't be sorry

_{well i am. im such a burden im sorry}

you're not a burden at all! in fact, you're part of this family, this online community

oh noooo i'm sorry you feel that way! i don't want you to feel like a burden or anything like that

_{-sobs- im so sorry. i really am. i dont feel like im part of this community at all (no offence to anyone). im so so sorry…}

you are part of my family…without you, it wouldn't be the same.

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of course you belong here rubes! you're an awesome person and if anyone makes you feel like you don't belong here, lemme know who i need to put on my murder list

_{i dont feel like i do… i never have…}

but… as an after thought i've realized that i don't want to force you into something you don't want to do, so…

but in actuality, you're a wonderful person to talk to. you're super cool, and it's really cool that you live in australia because australia's a super cool place!

_{everyone (no offence to anyone)}

oh rubes… sorry about that