I suppose you could call it uncomfortableness. I just don't want to have to deal with someone here who I think has a kind of bad attitude. My emotions aren't stable enough for it.
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I get that…
I suppose you could call it uncomfortableness. I just don't want to have to deal with someone here who I think has a kind of bad attitude. My emotions aren't stable enough for it.
Well just know that I don't think any of those things about you, and I'm always here if you don't feel comfortable speaking up on the public chats. I realize I can't force you to do anything and it's really your choice, but I'd love it if you stayed.
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I suppose you could call it uncomfortableness. I just don't want to have to deal with someone here who I think has a kind of bad attitude. My emotions aren't stable enough for it.
Well just know that I don't think any of those things about you, and I'm always here if you don't feel comfortable speaking up on the public chats. I realize I can't force you to do anything and it's really your choice, but I'd love it if you stayed.
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help
someone
i’m so scared…
i would go to the venting space with this but with the current conversations, i don’t feel safe there
i don’t feel safe anywhere
everywhere I go
i just feel like i’m being watched-
please
anyone
help me
it’s so alone and dark in here
i can’t breathe
I can’t see
i think i’ve made myself sick with all the panicking
my head hurts
i can’t sleep
i don’t know what to do-
i just want to vanish completely
stop existing forever and ever
i don’t want to wake up tomorrow, i don’t want to do this again
please-
Whoa there, Ella. Call down.
I'm right here, there is no need to panic.
There is no need to vanish or anything like that, mmkay?
I am right here to talk you through whatever you are going through.
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ella, talk to us. whats going on?
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I'm very late to this but still.
Ella hon
what's up?
We all want to know…
Hey Ella, I know I'm late to this feeling like crap party, but we're always here for you.
I mean, just look at this amazing support group ^^^
It's an amazing support group for and amazing person.
I feel like I am flipping dying.
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what’s doing on
Well for one, I'm tired as crap. Two, stress is killing me. Three, I can't stop shaking and I don't even know why. Four, I feel like there is nothing that I can do anymore. I', completely powerless and I hate it. I just wish that I could do something to make someone feel better, say something even. But no, I can't I just sit behind the screen, a disappointment, my words as useless as the rest. I want to help everyone feel better, but I fear that it's dragging me down. I feel like I should stop, but I think that's selfish. There are obviously people who need me, right?
I just don't want to lose anyone. Not again. The last time hurt too much.
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i get it. my pm’s are always open if you want to talk <3
Thanks… I just don't even know anymore. I feel like I whine about my problems too much.
Everyone's problems seem to be so much more serious than mine. I guess I just feel like a jerk for even saying anything now.
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please, if you need to talk to someone you can always talk to me.
It's alright. I'll be fine. Soon enough. But for now, that is not important. I must keep making sure that everyone else is too. Thanks for the support though, I appreciate it. <3
inhales
I am bored.
help
someone
i’m so scared…i would go to the venting space with this but with the current conversations, i don’t feel safe there
i don’t feel safe anywhere
everywhere I go
i just feel like i’m being watched-please
anyone
help me
it’s so alone and dark in here
i can’t breathe
I can’t see
i think i’ve made myself sick with all the panicking
my head hurts
i can’t sleep
i don’t know what to do-i just want to vanish completely
stop existing forever and ever
i don’t want to wake up tomorrow, i don’t want to do this again
please-
okay so my mind must’ve completely malfunctioned last night cause I don’t remember typing this-
i remember crying a lot and being unable to sleep but that’s it
inhales
I am bored.
hi bored. I’m Ella.
Yes! Dad jokes!
help
someone
i’m so scared…i would go to the venting space with this but with the current conversations, i don’t feel safe there
i don’t feel safe anywhere
everywhere I go
i just feel like i’m being watched-please
anyone
help me
it’s so alone and dark in here
i can’t breathe
I can’t see
i think i’ve made myself sick with all the panicking
my head hurts
i can’t sleep
i don’t know what to do-i just want to vanish completely
stop existing forever and ever
i don’t want to wake up tomorrow, i don’t want to do this again
please-
okay so my mind must’ve completely malfunctioned last night cause I don’t remember typing this-
i remember crying a lot and being unable to sleep but that’s it
Also, I've totally been there before. I totally understand. But I am still concerned nonetheless.
But, for now, I will leave it alone. But only for now.
How are you today, Ella?
Not good
Better than last night
But not good
You?