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Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

@The-N-U-T-Cracker forum 6788 comments schedule
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@Moxie group

I just created Among Us: Extreme Edition.
Player Speed: 3
Confirm Ejects: Off
Crewmate Vision: 5
Impostor Vision: 0.25
Total Tasks: 10(the maximum)
Visual Tasks: Off
For extra fun, have like, 8 crewmates and 3 impostors

Everybody's a coward, nobody played, they all left lmao

I can get behind that except for Confirm Ejects being off
Least favorite feature

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Me: [Makes my Kahoot name Zoro]
My Spanish Teacher: Is that from an anime?
Me: You know me so well

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so this morning i argued with someone over defunding the police(yes, i am in favour of it. they were not) it was loud. and "someone" is the whole class i was in(plus the teacher lol). today i wore a skirt, and a denim jacket. everyone is talking about me, as the tr*nny who wears a skirt. i'm literally shaking but don't know if i'm upset or not. it's mostly anxiety of being known, not the fact that they think they're hurting me by using slurs, i literally use them to describe myself. so i'm having a great time and chose a horrible day to fight people simply because of my clothing choice. how are y'all?

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

in less than a week i'm going to have to wake up at 3 hecking am to go on a fifteen hour car ride and i'm. not super hyped
it's for vacation so it'll all be good in the end and i'll cherish these days for te rest of my life, but also ew

sorry if i'm interrupting anything, but hi! i'm back!
sorry i haven't been on in forever
honestly,, i was too lazy to log in that's my level of laziness and procrastination

Did I just spend five minutes crying over a stupid Among Us comic instead of doing my homework? Yes, yes I did.

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@Moxie group

Dude the Among Us comics are emotional

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Yet again, I find myself crying over a character who's always been portrayed as a villain, and has only appeared like, 3 times throughout the whole series
But the poor guy
He can't cry anymore, only laugh
He hates his laugh, poor baby
And his captain just wants to look out for him

@Relsey-TheElder

Why is it, that I just cried for an hour, but I'm still upset…
that's not how this works
I'm supposed to cry and then feel better because that's just how it works.
Not cry until I don't have tears left and still feel bad.
Coping mechanisms go home you're broken

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Oof. Don't remember if you're a hugger or not, but I send virtual hugs to you Rels and to anyone else that may need them!

My brother leaves for the Air Force in 17 days….Not really excited. Glad he's choosing something that makes him happy tho.

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@ElderGodSeeba petsbing bing 🐸
bing bing 🐸

Hey.

You probably don't know me, been here for a year but whatever it happens.

I'm just gonna post this before I go to bed, so maybe I'll cry on it a bit then come see I've been ignored again when I wake up.

I wanna make an impression. I want people to like me and like what I do but I'm not likable and no one likes me but the people I force to be my friends and the people who I trick into being my friend.

I think I'm nice, I'm funny, I'm smart, but maybe I'm wrong? Maybe I'm not any of those things? I'm just tricking myself mostly and hoping for the best. And when I die at 22 from some sort of disease or cancer, I'll have no one to blame but myself. I've wasted so much time being sad.

I think I finally get what my mum was trying to say today. That I'm always sad and that I'm wasting precious time. I am. I am wasting time and the only person I have to blame is myself.

I just want friends. I want people to see me or my user and shout HOLLY!! instead of pretending I don't exist. Whatever, it happens.

But I'll show you. I'll show all of you. One day, one day I will mean something. One day I will make an impression and help others. One day I'll make you pay for disregarding me and calling me useless.

And to those who don't ignore me, from Oakley to Adriana on Twitter, I'll make you proud, I promise.

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I don’t know what to say to that? But I hope stuff goes okay for you? If you wanna PM me and vent I’m here.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Bad news guys literally everyone in my house is getting sick a week before we’re supposed to have vacation and a day after hanging out with my grandparents so uh
we might have to get tested, find out if this is just a small bug or a minor case of COVID, and uh panic

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Why is it that people always look at me weirdly and ridicule me for forgetting the date/day of the week? Like??? Is it really that weird?

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@nebula__ group

Why is it that people always look at me weirdly and ridicule me for forgetting the date/day of the week? Like??? Is it really that weird?

not anymore it's not. shame on them

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@Pickles group

Why is it that people always look at me weirdly and ridicule me for forgetting the date/day of the week? Like??? Is it really that weird?

No?? And it never was?? Um have they never had to ask someone else the date? Or gone "damn it I thought it was Friday but it's still Thursday" or at least "it feels like a Monday" because I can't think of anyone who hasn't done at least two of those things in front of me

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@Katastrophic group

our soda fire kiln was going off fine, but then we heard a crash. the entire back shelf wall collapsed, so over half of the work inside is destroyed. all of my current work was in that kiln, and my senior review is coming up in a week and i might have no work to show. if i can't show work than my graduation gets pushed back a semester and i can't afford to have another semester cause my in-state scholarship runs out. also i have a history midterm that requires date memorization and a full length speech due Monday and Tuesday so guess ill die

god i can already feel my SAD kicking in and this week is not helping

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@Pickles group

How do I say "you're not the appetizer before the more interesting people come, you are the interesting people, I love you please hug me" without sounding creepy?

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Honestly, my memory is hecked. I constantly forget which is left and which is right so I have to use the hand signals to check, but then I forget which way an L points and I have to think about it for five seconds. Half of the time I have I have an impeccable memory and I can remember very specific things down to the second and the other half of the time I draw "S"'s backwards. It's very confusing.

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@Pickles group

How do I say "you're not the appetizer before the more interesting people come, you are the interesting people, I love you please hug me" without sounding creepy?

I ended up just saying "You're not an appetizer, you're a person. Also if you were an appetizer you'd be potato skins which are objectively better than 90% of entrees" and she said thank you so I guess it worked

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@Seeba

I wanna make an impression. I want people to like me and like what I do but I'm not likable and no one likes me but the people I force to be my friends and the people who I trick into being my friend.

I get wanting to leave an impression on people and or the world. Word of advice…. Don't worry about people liking you. Just be yourself! They either like you or they don't. I know that this is easier said than done, but I guarantee that it'll save you a lot of grief in the end.

I think I'm nice, I'm funny, I'm smart, but maybe I'm wrong? Maybe I'm not any of those things? I'm just tricking myself mostly and hoping for the best.

You are nice! You are funny! You are smart! You are all of these things and more! You are not wrong!

I just want friends. I want people to see me or my user and shout HOLLY!

I'm positive that people get excited when they see you and or your user and that you have friends.

But I'll show you. I'll show all of you. One day, one day I will mean something. One day I will make an impression and help others. One day I'll make you pay for disregarding me and calling me useless.

YESSSSSSS!!!!! That's right, believe in yourself and you'll go far! 😁

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Ah yes, the eternal struggle of "Is this an intrusive thought or just my regular ones?"

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@saor_illust school

hi i'm going to complain about having kids

yesterday, my dad and i were talking abt sex education and i was saying how it'd scarred me for life
and then all of a sudden he was talking abt how apparently the goal of it was to deter women from wanting to have sex and have children and as if that wasn't enough
"aLl wOMeN wAnT tO havE KiDs"

seriously, dad?
i literally said like three seconds ago that i do not wish to have kids, and sex education had nothing to do with it
i don't think i can handle the responsibility of a kid
i can barely keep myself alive, how am i supposed to wake up twenty times in the middle of the night to attend to a crying and in need child?
oh, and yes, that was him putting words in my mouth, no matter how many times he tries to deny it.

AAAAAAAAA

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@Katastrophic group

"aLl wOMeN wAnT tO havE KiDs"

kids? Oh you mean my 8 plants and 1 cat, here lemme get out the photo album…

Oh ew, hate that take. Not to be an ass, but your dad sounds like a dick

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I literally lack the ability to answer direct questions and make decisions and it's kind of scaring me. help.

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@saor_illust school

lmao yes show cat pls kat-
and yeah ;-;

also oof, i cant help tho

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My kids are all fictional characters lmao

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@saor_illust school

same lmao
and a couple thousand other people from servers bc coughs in server mom