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@saor_illust school

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i dont remember the miracle family

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I was in the miracle family for a bit.

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I know it's been nearly half a year since I've been on this chat (whoops) but I really need some advice, so here we are.
My current dream career is voice acting. I would love to do something in that field, preferably for TV (though I'm not picky). I was messing around on Pinterest and found an open voice audition for an animated book trailer. It sounds super interesting plus a British accent is required, and I've been told that I do a pretty good one. However, I don't know what my parents, especially my mom, would think of me sending my voice to some total stranger, plus I don't have any recording equipment. I know that a trailer for some random book wouldn't jumpstart my career as a VA, if I even got chosen, but I'd really love to try. Should I talk to my parents about it?

I was in the miracle family for a bit.

:0 really??

@Relsey-TheElder

I know it's been nearly half a year since I've been on this chat (whoops) but I really need some advice, so here we are.
My current dream career is voice acting. I would love to do something in that field, preferably for TV (though I'm not picky). I was messing around on Pinterest and found an open voice audition for an animated book trailer. It sounds super interesting plus a British accent is required, and I've been told that I do a pretty good one. However, I don't know what my parents, especially my mom, would think of me sending my voice to some total stranger, plus I don't have any recording equipment. I know that a trailer for some random book wouldn't jumpstart my career as a VA, if I even got chosen, but I'd really love to try. Should I talk to my parents about it?

Most definitely, the key here is confidence. Don't say "Can I audition for this VA opportunity." You say
"I'm considering auditioning to VA for this." Or "I'm going to audition for this."
That puts you in charge of the situation not them, now they are giving you their opinion on the situation not controlling it. It's your life go for it, if you seem confident then they're more likely to be ok with it.

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I just talked to my mom about it and it went over pretty well! She's not, like, embracing the opportunity and she seems a little skeptical, but she doesn't seem opposed, so maybe I'll get to do this!

@Relsey-TheElder

Nice! Take your opportunity and go for it my friend.

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Hey can y'all do me a big favor and just tell me something along the lines of 'it's not real' a few times?

@actual-fandom-trash

leo, it's not real. I promise you're okay and it's not real -sarrah

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thanks aft. I love horror but sometimes the realistic non-paranormal stuff really fucking gets me

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jesus christ, I got them ✨goosebumps ✨

@actual-fandom-trash

yeah it's like that sometimes. you gonna be okay?

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Yeah.

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these were the stars the night my dad died, above the city he died in. He was outside when he died, on the ground obviously and it was already dark out. He loved stars. I really hope he saw them before he was gone and smiled, or at least got a bit distracted by them. Look how fucking beautiful they were.

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I was in the miracle family for a bit.

:0 really??

Man I fucking made the miracle family!
But I left because of S h u r i
Just typing his name makes me frown.

What even happened with him? I don't think I was around for whatever it was.

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Mmm, tbh I have a really bad memory so I really just have the feelings left over
but like, he was bordering on predator kind of person
he groomed a bunch of people and liied constantly about himself

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@nebula__ group

hi this song is making me cry and i have no clue why

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I think my school is gonna try and ban this site lol

Mmm, tbh I have a really bad memory so I really just have the feelings left over
but like, he was bordering on predator kind of person
he groomed a bunch of people and liied constantly about himself

slvklasnv o h

@actual-fandom-trash

yeah I was going through it and wasn't really here for that but that's the big part of what happened

Damn I don’t think I was around for that thank goddddd

I was in the miracle family for a bit.

:0 really??

Man I fucking made the miracle family!
But I left because of S h u r i
Just typing his name makes me frown.

My brain is d u m b
I apologize lol

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@SpookyScarySnoteleks group

Me: Looks up how to draw lace once
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@Relsey-TheElder

My mother is shoving a bunch of crap into my "Room" because there are people coming over to fix our AC system and the way to access it is right next to my "Room". She is convinced they are health and cleanliness inspectors. I'm not helping because I'm in school I am on the clock for school,and I'm exhausted, literally, I'm on three hours of sleep. but she is just going to town stressing her self out and yelling at people. so I was like "You know these people couldn't care less if the room isn't spotless."
"YOU CAN'T CRITICIZE ME BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT HELPING. AND IT"S STRESSING ME OUT!"
"I'm just saying you are invading my personal space."
"THIS ISN'T YOUR SPACE, THIS IS MY HOUSE, THIS IS MY CLOSEST AND MY ROOM!"
no mom, no it's not, it's dad's house and dad's room because dad pays the bills and dad wouldn't yell at me for wanting some space because dad understands that I need space in order to function. but No it's her house and her room and I don't own anything and I am a slave to her because she birthed me and I am hers for another year before I turn 18.
Any way that's why I'm crying in my sisters room because she wont dare go into my sisters room because that's her space. I'm just asking for the same freaking curtsy you give the kid that quit college and moved back home. You gave her my room and kicked me into the corner of the playroom squared it off with a desk and a dresser and then don't even respect that the space is my personal space.

So that's why I'm crying right now, In the middle of my class.

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hugs Relsey

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It feels like everyone is actually doing shit and I'm not. Now my best friend wants to apply to an art school in another state for next year I won't make it through another year if he's not here with me. At a new school he'd make new friends anyway. Why can't I do anything? Why am I not enough? Why doesn't anything ever work out for me? Why won't anybody ever fucking listen?

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I can't get my work done because I'm sobbing over the stupidest shit and I need to take a shower to calm down and stop sobbing over the stupid shit but I can't take a shower because I'm stressed out about my work and I can't get my work done because I'm sobbing and help-

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@saor_illust school

hugs @ relsey

and leo, you are enough. i know i can't really help much and i'm sorry about that but you are so enough, and if someone doesn't listen ima smack some sense into them because you are very much worth listening to
hugshugshugs

also @username i'm sorry to hear that ;-;
breathe.
in.
out.
in and out again.

let the tears come, you will be alright.
just let the feelings come out, hug a pillow or a stuffed animal or anything.
let yourself cry.

and do try to get a glass of water too, don't wanna let you get dehydrated-
and remember to breathe.
you will be okay.
you got this.

once you feel like you're stable enough to take a shower, go do so.
you can do it.
sending good vibes your way !!!!

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@furetakunai ac_unit

You know, I was sitting around a little bit ago, eating a cookie and it reminded me of when I was sitting with my best friend, eating, and I got something on my face. She kept trying to point to it, but eventually she just got sick of it and wiped it off herself. And we kinda just sat there laughing at it for a little.

And it's such a trivial and tiny moment but I just miss her way too much and it's killing me.