Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

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You are welcome to vent in my Dms, I'm happy to help

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I want to self-harm. Not because of other people here, I know now that's wrong. I'm not playing the victim, I am JUST venting so I talk about it instead of doing it. I have nowhere else to vent because people IRL don't know and nobody on Tumblr responds to my personal posts- they don't have to though, it's a busy website and my dash is full too. I'm embarrassed about MY behavior. I didn't mean to stress people out or cause drama or mess up chats or hell, compare anyone to freaking Stalin, but whether I meant to or not I did… I caused pain to others who didn't ask for it and I feel like a bully and it's make me feel like I deserve to hurt myself. I don't know how to fight the urge.

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You don't deserve that. You. Do. Not. Deserve. To. Hurt. Yourself.

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I want to self-harm. Not because of other people here, I know now that's wrong. I'm not playing the victim, I am JUST venting so I talk about it instead of doing it. I have nowhere else to vent because people IRL don't know and nobody on Tumblr responds to my personal posts- they don't have to though, it's a busy website and my dash is full too. I'm embarrassed about MY behavior. I didn't mean to stress people out or cause drama or mess up chats or hell, compare anyone to freaking Stalin, but whether I meant to or not I did… I caused pain to others who didn't ask for it and I feel like a bully and it's make me feel like I deserve to hurt myself. I don't know how to fight the urge.

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You don't deserve that. You. Do. Not. Deserve. To. Hurt. Yourself.

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IDK what to do to stop the feeling. Even if I don't hurt myself there's a part of me that still wants to. I should probably go to sleep but I had to much caffeine so I'm not tired. I just feel… bleh

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felt that Can you try listening to music or reading or something?

Hey, I need to vent. Anyone up to listen? Or well see in this case. If no one does, it's totally cool.

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hey. you don't deserve to hurt.I get how you might feel but I promise you that no matter how you feel you don't deserve it. you deserve good things and having the ability to grow and all that stuff. try to distract yourself, if that works. use a marker to make marks where you wanna do it or create something instead of destroying if you can

Hey, I need to vent. Anyone up to listen? Or well see in this case. If no one does, it's totally cool.

that's what the chat's for my friend and I'm listening

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hey. you don't deserve to hurt.I get how you might feel but I promise you that no matter how you feel you don't deserve it. you deserve good things and having the ability to grow and all that stuff. try to distract yourself, if that works. use a marker to make marks where you wanna do it or create something instead of destroying if you can

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Yeah I'll try that. Maybe listen to TOP… Maybe try to write or RP a little. I wish I was tired. -_-

Okay, so I have crush on this guy. Said guy has been my friend for like three years, and I didn't realize I had a crush on him until like a year ago. Anyway, I was messaging him, and he started saying he'd lost his hat. After a while, he said he found it. So, he starts explaining that it's a pikachu hat. So, I go, cool!! Then, he shows me what it sorta looks like. Keep in mind, this was on pinterest. Anyway, I typed, Cooler. Then he said he said "You're probably the nerdiest person I've ever met." I blushed so hard. After a while, he had to go. So, I asked to talk later. He said yeah. Then we stopped talking. I don't know what to doooooo.

So, that's my vent.

Awww. That sounds so cool.

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hey. you don't deserve to hurt.I get how you might feel but I promise you that no matter how you feel you don't deserve it. you deserve good things and having the ability to grow and all that stuff. try to distract yourself, if that works. use a marker to make marks where you wanna do it or create something instead of destroying if you can

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Yeah I'll try that. Maybe listen to TOP… Maybe try to write or RP a little. I wish I was tired. -_-

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I have a pretty good list of alternatives for sh if you need anything to do. maybe make use of your hands and do something with them that isn't sh

I did ask my current girlfriend out in a super nerdy way and now we're celebrating our two month on Wednesgay

That's amazing!!!

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hey. you don't deserve to hurt.I get how you might feel but I promise you that no matter how you feel you don't deserve it. you deserve good things and having the ability to grow and all that stuff. try to distract yourself, if that works. use a marker to make marks where you wanna do it or create something instead of destroying if you can

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Yeah I'll try that. Maybe listen to TOP… Maybe try to write or RP a little. I wish I was tired. -_-

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I have a pretty good list of alternatives for sh if you need anything to do. maybe make use of your hands and do something with them that isn't sh

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Can you share?

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it's an Instagram post, I hope that's okay lol

https://www.instagram.com/p/Buo4khvH9ov/?igshid=fq2xyo1zta7j

Hey, thanks for this AFT, this will help me a crap ton as well