Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

Noice. We anoint with oil for all types of things.

Our church is pretty cool about everything but my "devotional" is written by a woman who's constantly like "I love books and coffee also I have anxiety and depression but praying makes it go away so it's okay"

yUCK

my mom believes that God will cure her of arthritis and while that's cool and all, she pushes away treatment that could help her feel better. every day she complains that she hurts everywhere and it kinda pains me to see her that way, because well, she's my mother. i get that you like putting your faith somewhere and that it makes you feel secure, but if there's a chance you can get well again with the help of a doctor, then i would take it.
also, it's fair to note that my mom is pentecostal so you know how that rolls.

my mom believes that God will cure her of arthritis and while that's cool and all, she pushes away treatment that could help her feel better. every day she complains that she hurts everywhere and it kinda pains me to see her that way, because well, she's my mother. i get that you like putting your faith somewhere and that it makes you feel secure, but if there's a chance you can get well again with the help of a doctor, then i would take it.
also, it's fair to note that my mom is pentecostal so you know how that rolls.

That saddens me. God uses doctors to heal, and when people ignore treatments for the sake of "faith", it's really just stubbornness. Having faith means trusting whatever God's will is, which is probably getting professional treatment so you can feel better.
Part of my family's Pentecostal. They used to say "don't claim that!" Whenever you mentioned you felt down or depressed or sick. I guess their thinking was if they acknowledged it it would take root in their lives? And ignoring it meant it would go away? I'm not sure, but I know it's not healthy, or Godly imo.

You ever have a dream where you’re super duper tired and up until 4am and you try to do things but can’t without dozing off, but then you cuddle up in the softest, coziest bundle of blankets and pillows you could ever imagine while hugging a gigantic stuffed teddy bear and it’s like the greatest thing ever
but then after you wake up despite getting a full 8 hours you’re just really tired and don’t want to leave your bed?

You ever have a dream where you’re super duper tired and up until 4am and you try to do things but can’t without dozing off, but then you cuddle up in the softest, coziest bundle of blankets and pillows you could ever imagine while hugging a gigantic stuffed teddy bear and it’s like the greatest thing ever
but then after you wake up despite getting a full 8 hours you’re just really tired and don’t want to leave your bed?

Yep

Me

Fjghdbf I was asleep but y'all said everything amazingly. Idk my church's viewpoint on mental health, since we've only been going to it for like nine months ish. But yeah. I personally no longer identify as a Christian, but my family drags me to church every sunday. I asked when I can choose not to go and my dad replied that I have to go to church until i'm 18, so. I usually zone out during sermons, but I just remember that one really sticking out to me

So, I have a twitch and it happens every once and a while. I’m kind of embarrassed by it and I was twitchy today while looking at my phone, well my mom and grandma decide to make fun of me for it and now I just fell really weird and don’t know what to do

Sometimes ( Just random add on) I pray for the well being of myself and others, Especially ever since my depression started. I would just pray and ask to not have those filthy mind demons to corrupt me and make me do something I'd regret.
And by the time I look back and proof read this, you can tell I'm rambling.

sorry idk if this was talked about but can we visit this again

what the fuck

It's just their own prayer habits, there's not really much to say.

So, I have a twitch and it happens every once and a while. I’m kind of embarrassed by it and I was twitchy today while looking at my phone, well my mom and grandma decide to make fun of me for it and now I just fell really weird and don’t know what to do

Hm, I'm sorry about that. Lots of people twitch for lots of reasons, and it isn't inherently harmless, usually. It's not something to be ashamed of either. Sometimes it's caused by anxiety or stress, so if you want to try to "not twitch" you could practice breathing techniques or mindfulness.

It's just their own prayer habits, there's not really much to say.

oh i read it like,

100000% wrong

idk anymore lmao

Just because im good at math doesn't mean im some computer engineer.

Hey I'm really not doing good, at all. I don't want advice or anything like that. I'm just lonely and wanted to be able to tell someone that "hey, I'm struggling" without having to lie or put on a brave face. Props to Ella and whoever else came up with the idea for a venting chat. I love you guys, btw. Having randos on the internet to talk to is pretty neat and helpful. We each have complex lives and I love the way they intertwine, even if just through a writing website forum. <3

honestly, yeah, i feel the same way. sometimes i can't even believe that i call some you guys my best friends even though we've known each other for years now, it's crazy.
but hey dude, we're here to hear ya out and im here if you ever need anyone to talk to. i would give advice but im not the best at that kind of thing, and i know you don't know me that well but i can always listen to you if you're having a rough day, im open to chill if you just need an extra buddy to hang out with

Thanks man :)

<3

You know, some times the right thing to tell people is "That's rough buddy." Because you just need to be sad, and let out your frustrations and emotions sometimes.

Update in the school situation:
My mother and I are never on the same page, yesterday I was leaning towards staying and she was leaning towards me going, and today I'm leaning towards going and she's leaning towards me staying. Like why can we not agree on things.

It’s 5 in the morning and we’re having to hide in the basement
there are tornado sirens everywhere