Can't wait to read it
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We’re here for you GQ~ <3
Also update: I’m home, have been for over an hour now, and honestly, I’m doing fine.
I really don’t know what I was so worried about, I walked into practice, was greeted with the smiling faces of all my fellow members, along with a new person who was just as awkward as me, and everything was suddenly okay.
I guess maybe all my small worries I’ve been dealing with decided to just slap me in the face at once or something and that’s why I was dreading everything
or it could be hormones, I don’t really know
But everything’s good now so no need to worry
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well we all love you ella and that's totally fine!
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Is anyone else's pm's not working?
It is!
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QwQ that's no bueno-
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oH they work now
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You know that feeling when you're up late and you're bored so you stalking the unread tab of the forums trying to find an rp or something interesting that's open or a chat you can jump in without feeling awkward? (aka me right now)
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Yeah lol
(Lowkey same)
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Yeah
(And now I'm getting mildly annoyed cause none of the rps i see are open and a lot of the other threads are like questions about stuff so)
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That sucks! throw away your school
Heloooo, Bored, I’m NutElla!
Do you know who else is bored? Meeee!
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Vent time
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I literally only have fake friends. I know my mental health deserves better than them but I can't just make new friends, it's difficult because I'm not going into, like, second grade, I'm going into a quite higher grade, therefore everyone already has their group. And I don't know what to do. I could go back to my other friend group but there's someone in it that I can't stand and she can't stand me either. Like, she's so bad. Terrible. I could tell stories of the crap she's done to me. Moral of the story, I HAVE NO FRIENDS.
All I can do is be your friend. I know how that feels. I’m always here Miriam, and even though I may only be able to talk to you online, I will still be your friend. Your such an awesome person and I can’t imagine why anyone would not want to be your friend.
Aw Miriam you're right you do deserve better.
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sigh
head-pat
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I'm gonna bake something to distract myself lol
What should I make? Suggestions?
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Honestly i had one friend up until 8th grade. She was a fake friend, some how popular. I only stayed with her because she guilted me into it… Then I dropped her because F that I couldn't deal with it anymore.
But you can find people
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Miriam I actually feel you. So basically my personality is to always blend in, so I've always naturally attracted fake friends that want to use me. So when I finally told them, sorry this isn't going to work out, I realized that I didn't actually have any real friends. Aaaand now I'm in middle school and groups suck, but I found out - lightbulb goes off in my head - boys don't actually care about that stuff! So, Idrc if they want to play dnd or whatever interests them most, I'd rather hang out with them but aaaah I'm too shyyyyy
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<3
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Alright tbh I would've never said that and now I'm freaking out aaaaaah cause that isn't a thing I usually just bring up out of nowhere online but it seemed like you needed and aaaah SHURIIIIIIIIIIIII
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Understood.
Ahem
SHURIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
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So, Idrc if they want to play dnd or whatever interests them most, I'd rather hang out with them but aaaah I'm too shyyyyy
Honestly just walk up to a group that looks fun and sit down. (That's literally the main reason why I have so many male friends and only 5 female friends) If they ask you why you're sitting there, just say you wanna learn how to play dnd-
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Haha ok thanks
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yall ever like,,,,, get so hungry that you wanna throw up? but you cant eat because you would actually throw up?
No? just me? ok-
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