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I'm sick, my throat hurts, and I can barely breathe, but my first urge was to down an entire glass of wine as if that would make me feel a bit better

hugs Ace I know the feeling only with hot cocoa instead of wine, being sick absolutely sucks. If you need someone to talk to I’m right here, okay?

hugs Ella back Thanks… I'm gonna raid our cupboards in hopes of finding some hot cocoa packets

I'm sick, my throat hurts, and I can barely breathe, but my first urge was to down an entire glass of wine as if that would make me feel a bit better

hugs Ace I know the feeling only with hot cocoa instead of wine, being sick absolutely sucks. If you need someone to talk to I’m right here, okay?

hugs Ella back Thanks… I'm gonna raid our cupboards in hopes of finding some hot cocoa packets

Just don’t make yourself even more sick, I’ve made that mistake before (Note to self: only one scoop of hot cocoa mix is needed for a single serving)

I'm sick, my throat hurts, and I can barely breathe, but my first urge was to down an entire glass of wine as if that would make me feel a bit better

I'm sorry and I hope you get better. I wish I could wrap you up in a hug! Get better soon!

Hey, so I'm freaking the fuck out. I think I might have DID, and I don't know what to do. Like, I don't wanna tell my parents yet, because they'd think it's their fault, and I know exactly what may have caused said DID, but I'm not sure? Like, I hear the voices of other people in my head, and I sometimes can see them(I think I may be schizophrenic and have thought so for a while, cuz I often have auditory hallucinations), and it's freaking me out ever so slightly. What's even weirder is that I realize that the "OC's" that I've been writing are really just voices I've heard since my trauma that I'm not talking about(it can and will cause a panic attack)?? I'm like totally freaking out. Does anyone here have/know someone with DID/OSDD and can you give me advice?

I'm not an expert on these kinds of things but I'm a great listener if you ever wanna talk?

Yup! Good job!

Bumppity bump I hath become a lump

FUCKING HELL ON A CROISSANT DICK I HATE HAVING AN AUTOIMMUNE DISORDER

Oh. I'm sorry.

THIS IS THE THIRD DAY AND I'VE BEEN GETTING PROGRESSIVELY WORSE SO NOW I CAN BARELY KEEP ANYTHING DOWN AND JUST UGH I WANT SOMEONE TO STAB ME

AND NORMALLY I FEAR NEEDLES WITH A PASSION BUT IF THE DOC OFFERS A SHOT THEN I'M GONNA FUCKING TAKE IT CUZ I WANNA GET BETTER NOW

FUCKING DICKASS AUTOIMMUNE DISORDER BEING A LITTLE SHIT

Oh. I'm sorry.

Not your fault I get sick easily

Jeez. I'm right here for you lie.

Jeez. I'm right here for you lie.

*Ace.

And this is the personal rant thread, not the "come get support thread". You don't need to try to support me and pity me for something I've grown used to. I just like to complain about it cuz it helps me feel at least a tiny bit better to scream into the void that is the internet.

Am I the only person that was basically locked out of the discussions for 30 minutes or so?

I could still view things but everything was dead and if I tried to comment it would show errors

I was without internet so I couldn't tell if it was the changing bar levels or the site

I could still view things but everything was dead and if I tried to comment it would show errors

I had the same thing…

Okay! So it wasn’t just my garbage internet connection.

I just made a frickin’ breakthrough. It finally occurred to me what it feels like to sing with your diaphragm. I understood that I was supposed to do that, but I didn’t know what it meant. Until just now when I was singing Pocahontas in the shower and I felt a difference only when singing that song and I was like, “Hey it feels and sounds better when I sing this song. Why? Oh, I’m using different muscles in my body.” So I transferred the same technique to other songs and lo and behold they were all slightly easier and sounded better. This is all great. But: I really wish I would have come to this amazing conclusion/discovery before my audition instead of weeks after I didn’t make callbacks. And before my callback for the musical, because I know I would have knocked it out of the park if I had known this earlier.

I'm glad you're making such good progress! Keep at it, and never give up, I want to see you succeed, and grow, and learn, and become the best person you can be overdone!

oofoofoof my eyes are very red and itchy

Oooof!

Idk man it happens like every night

omg
I look like I got high then started crying

Well hello there. I am really kinda sad right now, because I went on a weekend retreat with my youth group, and the whole weekend me and one of my best (guy) friends spent a ton of time together, because at home we really aren't allowed because we aren't allowed to date and we like each other. The weekend was the best, and now I'm 89% sure I'm in love, and we had the best time hanging out and actually talking and having fun and saying screw it to parental rules, but now that I'm home I'm missing him so much that it actually hurts as in its giving me headaches and there is this almost hollow feeling inside my head that only goes away when I see him. I really want to tell him how I'm feeling, but 1, we agreed to go back to being "just friends" when we got home, and 2, I'm really worried that he doesn't miss me as much as I miss him. I don't know if I feel like that because it's true, or because I'm already a very insecure person. The point is, I really miss talking to my best friend because we hung out so much over the weekend. He's always on my mind, and I keep reliving the weekend and all the moments we had…. gosh I sound like a lovesick clingy freak, but it's really so true and I can't wait to see him tomorrow at small groups, even though we can't talk like we did at Fusion (the youth camp). The times we had though… those thoughts make me really happy. So I'm in a very confused and lonely state.

I finished my English quiz, turned it in, and then realized I need another quote. I forgot it becuase I got so angry about the book when I was typing it and started to rant as eloquently as I could and then just turned it in right after. But when I unsubmitted it, I wasn’t allowed to edit the document anymore, so now I only have five quotes instead of six. And I realized upon re-reading a bit of the book that I had missed some crucial details that directly impacted what I had written so I really needed to have not lost points over a missing quote.

I have hw but I am literally so tired

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Same… Little brothers are a pain… (My older brother's okay though. he kills the spiders)