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@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I want you to stand by him.
Is there any way you can get him on here some time? I'd like to talk to him, if that isn't so weird

@Fraust

He used to be on this site, but he left. I don't know if it would be best for him to know about this chat either. He's like, an absolute cinnamon roll of a person, and his mother is just so horrible to him. When he was younger he was crying and his mother literally told him "I don't feel sorry for you".

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Such a sweetie, Caustic you really scored a keeper.
And I'll tell you the same thing I've told Miriam. You need to try to convince him to reach out. There are usually two ways that this works out, with exceptions
One isn't very pretty.

@hyunjins-eyemole

Night! See you if a wake up.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Hey Ellie

@hyunjins-eyemole

Hey

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

:}

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@Pickles group

My dad's trying to get me a doctor's appointment after school today but my earbuds are broken so I have to go all school day without them and then to the doctors without them ew :/

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oh no! aha

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@Pickles group

I have now downloaded many, many, many more fall aesthetic photos from google (don't worry I'm not doing anything with them other than making myself happy when I scroll through them

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we love the autumn aesthetic though aha

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@Pickles group

i may or may not be changing my lock screen on my phone to a different one every day

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we love that but also.. overkill?? aha

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@Pickles group

Yes that's me. Overkill XD

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as long as the backgrounds are good! aah

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@Pickles group

Yesterday my mom told me I need to learn even to keep my mouth shut but little does she know that I keep most of my thoughts inside anyway and I also almost said a bad word in front of them and I had to do a recovery which I failed at but I don't think they were listening anyway

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oh god, that’s horrible

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I am honestly so close to giving up

@amber_is_in_a_loop

What’s wrong Ella?

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I just want to abandon my dreams, my family, my friends, my religion, everything that matters to me and just lie down on the ground until I’m finally dragged into hell where I belong

@amber_is_in_a_loop

Yeah, I get you. What happened?

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Hey, Ella, I'm here.
I'm not supposed to have electronics, but I'm here.

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we are here for you ella <3

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Ellybabe, talk to us <3

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@TeamMezzo group

i feel like i'm gonna vomit and i've almost vomited 4 times this morning yet here i am at school slightly dying but it's all good
and ella darling we're all here for you <3

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oh no mezzo!
why’s that?

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You shouldn't be at school cutie. Can you go home?

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@TeamMezzo group

because i ate too much and i'm dumb and i'm already sick and i was dumb enough to decide that i should go to school but i won't be able to go home because i don't have a fever but i feel like i'm gonna cry and my head's gonna split open and i just wanna go home i shouldn't have come to school but now mom's heading to work and dad's already there so i couldn't be home until an hour from now at BEST and then i'll prolly have to go to work with them and i'm just so tired and blegh

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Baby, can you go to the nurse?

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

That’s the thing, I don’t know what happened, but all my motivation to continue is suddenly gone and I haven’t felt any real emotion in 3 days

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