lock Your personal venting space.

hugs all

hugs all

wraps Bas in one too

On another note—
I really hate essays

i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel. whenever i write an essay it starts off like a masterpiece and then slowly degrades into bleh

On another note—
I really hate essays

Would you like help?

Idk not really something you could help with
I just have to get it done

On another note—
I really hate essays

i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel. whenever i write an essay it starts off like a masterpiece and then slowly degrades into bleh

Right?? I’m still trying to figure out my plan and yuccccccccck

-wiggles my way into ma babes blanket burrito-

-in my corpse bride costume i watch from a distance, paitently waiting for my victor to return back to me- yes im corpse bride for halloween, go look at my "character" and you'll see a picture of it.

We're doing soccer in gym, and I've played soccer for 11 years, which means I notice when people blatantly do things wrong and it annoys me.e
I scored three goals though

Presses send on message to Bitch #3
I'm not the queen of passive-aggression for nothing.

A lot

Happy Halloween folks!

What's that bro?

Oh yee thought as much

They're the best

hello from my new laptoooooop
In other news, how do I get the hell away from my mother?

Lol what kinda laptop??
ok BIG MOOD except my mums pretty alright tbh

do I dare ask why you need to get away lmao???

_{wow would you look at that all my ability to feel emotion just disappeared and I honestly wish I were dead}

_{happy halloween I guess}

Ella, you need to talk?

I was extremely busy today so I couldn’t respond but I can now

Last night my bedroom door, due to a really faulty doorknob that doesn’t shut properly, opened itself in the middle of the night.
Most people would see that, think “okay, the stupid doorknob’s acting up again”, shut the door, and go back to sleep, but I was really tired and on caffeine so I may-or-may-not have hallucinated a small but horrifying demon creature in the shadows that had opened the door and was creeping up towards me
That description doesn’t do it justice but believe me when I say it was honestly one of the worst things I’d seen in my life
It disappeared pretty quickly under my sister’s bed but that didn’t stop me from sitting in a corner with my phone flashlight, rocking back and forth, whispering these messages to the creature about how I’d already seen it, there’s no use in hiding, and all the reasons I could think of as to why it should kill me instead of any of the others (While also simultaneously laughing and crying, of course)
I’m glad my sisters didn’t wake up because they’d have thought I’d gone insane, but I really was honestly convinced I would die that night…
I don’t remember how I got back to sleep, one moment I was crying in a corner of my bed with my phone flashlight on and the next I was all cozy in multiple warm blankets with my phone charging on a side table.
Considering how warm and cozy I was I’d assumed I had just dreamt the whole thing but my bedroom door was still open and my designated hugging pillow was right in the corner where I had hid behind it during the whole meltdown…

So basically I was still kind of shaken up by it all this morning and that’s why I was so miserable and wanted death

I’m perfectly fine now, no worries, it’s all good

Hey, have you talked to your parents about these sorts of things, Ella? I think it's really important that you do bring up your mental health with them honey

Big yikes.
Do you have a stuffed animal you can snuggle other than your hugging pillow?

That's lit, Sy!