Sup guys
I'll be at work all day today lol

Okay so. My boyfriend said he'd text me paragraphs as soon as he was done having a talk with his dad,and now he isn't even responding to my good morning texts. And I never got those paragraphs. Now I'm worried.

EVERYONE, IF YOU DON'T REACH THE STANDARD NANOWRIMO GOAL, IT IS O K A Y. AS LONG AS YOU DID YOUR BEST AND PRODUCE SOMETHING YOU'RE PROUD OF, YOU'VE WON.

-is in the middle of a mental breakdown- o-okay

TELL ME TO START ON DAY 2

It's been a long fucking day

It's been a long fucking day

Why’s that??

i've decided that i will disappear on the count of three. who cares if i have a date with one of the nicest guys on the planet in literally two hours. _{im actually gonna cry though, can someone actually just like send happy good vibes or sum-}

LORI I GOTCHA WITH THE MEMES!

Shuri i really appreciate you, and you should know that, but not even the most pure memes will help my mental state rn
(but thank you, i'll watch them when i actually feel good about myself)

Well then how about this.
You're gorgeous, charming, hilarious and you're gonna take his breath away! I know you're anxious but hun, I believe in you

I'm not even anxious about the date lmao, we get along great. I'm nervous about my father meeting him, because God forbid I date someone of color (even though my mother is a Native American) and when I told my father his last name, he about flipped out.
so yeah
im just over here prayin that no one gets hurt mentally or physically tonight :)

Also big oof alert but i forgot the clothes i was gonna wear tonight in a completely different city
so looks like i have to come up with something in less than two hours

That sucks
And whatcha got to wear?

i hAvE hiS hOoDiE, mAybE iLl wEaR tHAt
i have four options as of now
plain black and white striped shirt, with jeans that i'd have to go find
black tshirt, maybe jeans or leggings with an average gray sweater
high-waisted jeans if i have any, and a long sleeve crop top
or
like a floral tunic thing that's semi-transparent (yes, i'd be wearing something underneath it) and leggings
OR MAYBE I COULD WEAR A BEEKEEPER SUIT (it was an inside joke, but im actually considering it rn)
but i have literally no shoes except for my converse, unless if my toes want to freeze right off.

holy fuck i need to do my laundry

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm dude the plain white and black stripe tee, Converse and jeans would work right?

Where are y'all going?

How formal is it?

Woo Sy!!!!!!!!

_{I am feeling really really lonely and worthless right now and would very much appreciate a hug}

ELLA DID YOU CHECK YOUR PMS?

I LEGIT HAVEN'T CHECKED ANYTHING BECAUSE I'VE BEEN BUSY CONSTANTLY