Doubtful, Unwanted
What if
No, but what if
They don't care
And what if
Listen, what if
Seriously
What if
Right behind their smiling faces
Glaring right at you behind those eyes
They actually
Hate you?
Don't deny it
No, don't deny it
You know they do
You know they have every possible reason to
They know you're weird
They think you're…'strange'
They say, just when you're not around,
That you're such a freak
They even know you don't have any other friends
You don't deserve to be around them
You don't belong to them
You don't fit in with any of them
Not a single one
You're alone
A lonely loner
Poor little thing
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This one isn't perfect
I wrote this on recycled paper
Recycled paper for a recycled soul
Recycled people, recycled trees
Recycled fire 'cause it's recycled coal
How have you been?
How have you been?
Where have you been?
How are you?
I wrote this with a dull pencil
Dull pencil writing down dull cries
Dull colors go with duller music
Dull mouths speaking more dull lies
How have you been?
How have you been?
Who have you been?
How are you?
I rubbed this out with a used-up eraser
Used-up eraser for used-up thoughts
Used-up voice sings used-up songs
Used-up names in a used-up plot
How have you been?
How have you been?
What have you been?
How are you?
I read this with too tired eyes
Tired eyes for tired hearts
Tired dreams, tired of feeling
Tired robots with tired parts