so I finally finished my first draft. Im super happy and really proud of myself for even making it this far. the problem is…… now I have to fix it. I have to go back and look at this horrible mess of a story and try to rewrite and restructure it and add in foreshadowing and detail and character ticks that I realised I wanted to include halfway through and close plot holes and, here's the big one, I HAVE TO CHANGE THE POINT OF VIEWS THAT THE STORY WAS WRITTEN IN!!!!!
its a lot and no matter how much I want to I just can't make myself start, or even think about it really its just so darn overwhelming. I have so much to try to remember and include and fix and its just so so hard and its soooo much to do and its really stressful to look at this mess of a document and even try to think of making it better and try to think of how I could possibly fix it because there's just so much and I just feel like there's so much to do it took three years to get a rough draft, how the heck am I supposed to even wrap my head around editing this how crazy of an undertaking is this like ugh. it just feels so overwhelming that I cant eve make myself write when I sit down and stare at the pages and… and uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
any advice? tips? encouragement? Anything?