Felix lead him into an empty classroom and closed the door behind them. As he turned around to face Alex a smile had lit up his face. "Nothing," he mumbled. "I just wanted to kiss you."
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Alex felt the grin spreading across his face.
"Well then, let's not waste any time." He wrapped his arms around Felix's neck and kissed him lightly.
"Mhm." Felix mumbled, kissing him back. He sat up on the table behind him and dropped the cruthes so that he could wrap his arms around Alex's lower back, gently pulling him closer.
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With a soft, barely auditable moan, Alex leaned forward into Felix, tightening his arms around him.
"I love you," he murmured.
Felix froze. "Y-you… you d-do?"
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Alex looked into Felix's eyes, smile growing widen.
"I do, I really, really do."
"And I suppose that you don't mean that in a friendly way?" Felix said, voice trembling a bit. He looked down, and started to feel a tiny bit ill.
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"I love you in any way you need me to." Alex pulled back slightly.
"Is that okay?"
"It's… I don't know," Felix wispered. "I want you to love me, but you shouldn't. Not this soon."
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"Felix," Alex said quietly, "We've known each other for years. Sure, I didn't love you like that when we were friends, but now it's different. I'm looking at you through boyfriend glasses, and dear lord I'm surprised I didn't fall for you sooner. Still, if you're uncomfortable with it…"
"No," Felix said quickly. "I'm not uncomfortable with it. It's just… new. Unusual." He swallowed and took a deep breath. "Maybe I'm… maybe it scares me. And maybe that is because I think that I might love you too. In that way." He got quiet, looking away.
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Alex smiled softly, squeezing his arms around Felix to give him a hug.
"I don't want you to be scared," He said.
Felix leaned his head onto Alex's shoulder and sighed. "I don't want that either. But I am. And I hate that, cause I honestly just want to be with you."
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"Well, I'll be here for you, no matter what." Alex wanted, more than anything, to make sure that Felix was able to be himself; when Felix got like this, it made Alex sad to see his friend struggling.
"Can we… can we please not talk about this right now?" Felix hated that he couldn't even talk about their relationship, but it was hard for him. "I just want to kiss you right now, and class will start soon."
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Alex nodded, smiling again. He leaned forward, kissing Felix.
