“I don’t think I can focus on classes,” Joy winced. “I don’t want to complain, but this is hard. My back aches all the time. I can barely move. Besides, I’m not even good academically. What’s the point in wasting all the money when there’s not even a good chance I’ll make it through? At the same time, I don’t want to leave Ambrose at the daycare after he’s born. I want to spend every second with him, showering him with motherly love. Maybe once he grows older and starts going to school, I can get back into culinary, but… I don’t know. I’m sorry. I’m complaining again…”
She sighed, resting her head on his chest. He was working so hard for the both of them and she felt like she wasn’t appreciating him enough. She really felt useless, stuck at home, unable to work, unable to earn. What if Bryce started to hate her for her unproductiveness?