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He placed his hands on Eclipse’s waist moving him up on his lap more, so he could deepen the kiss.
Eclipse pressed closer, his hands gripping the other's shirt, making sure as little room as possible was left between them.
“Better, now that you talked about it with me and that it’s out of your system ?” he typed, pulling away.
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Eclipse laid his head on the other's shoulder, taking the phone. "Not really… but it's better than knowing I lied to you…" he typed.
“That’s good,” he smiled showing it to Eclipse.
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Eclipse nodded softly, hugging him tightly. "I'm sorry for ruining our morning…" he mumbled.
“You didn’t ruin it I’m glad we talked about this,” he wined the words on the screen with a smile.
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Eclipse nodded with a soft whimper.
He tilted his head. “Why did you whimper, my puppy?” He typed with confusion.
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"memories…" he said softly, hiding his face, "They.. they keep coming back."
Saayan held Eclipse close to his chest. He didn’t type anything this time he just let silence sooth them. He wanted to talk, but his vocals weren’t’t back yet. Possibly tomorrow they’ll start returning back to normal.
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Eclipse let himself try and calm down a bit more, grateful for the other's reassurance.
He held him closer with a soft smile. He was feeling better, but his throat still hurt.
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Eclipse just wanted to be able to stop thinking about all the abuse. But it wasn't working very ell, and he was about to cry again.
Saayan just nodded, trying to say that it’s okay to cry. He ran his fingers through Eclipse’s hair.
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Eclipse shook his head, just wanting it all to go away.
“Crying is healthy you know. Running from your past is not. Take it from me. You face your past it won’t come back to haunt you,” he smiled, showing Eclipse what he wrote.
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Eclipse shook his head. "But it has come back to haunt me…"he said softly. "The Hunters…"
Saayan held onto Eclipse’s shoulder, looking him straight in the eyes. “You’re strong. The only thing holding you back is yourself. Your mind has created this illusion that you did something bad, but you did nothing wrong. You’re holding yourself back,” he typed shoving it in his face.
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Eclipse burst into another round of tears at that, clinging to Saayan.
Saayan stroked Eclipse's hair, placing the phone down next to him, knowing he would need it anymore. Saayan's shirt soon got wet from Eclipse's tears and he started to laugh.
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Eclipse looked up at him in shock, wondering why the heck he was laughing.
He pointed to his soaked shirt. Saayan wiped Eclipse's tears away and lightly kissed him. "I need to go change my shirt. Mind getting up?" he gave his phone to Eclipse. Saayan smiled.
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Eclipse nodded, moving off of himand wiping his tears away.
Saayan went to go change his shirt putting the wet shirt in the hamper. He put on a plain purple shirt as he headed back to the bed. He smiled and laid next to Eclipse.
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Eclipse immediately latched on to him again, still not feelingthe greatest emotionally.
Saayan placed his hand on Eclipse's back, with a cough. He ended up falling asleep and sleep wined because he couldn't talk.
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Eclips sighed softly, cuddling with him, eventually falling alseep also. their omlettes forgotten on the table.
Saayan woke up the next day, seeing Eclipse still sleeping next morning. He just smiled and kissed his temple.
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Eclipse didn't wake, too emotionally exhausted.
“Eclapse…” he tried to pronounce his name.
