not very comfortable, no XD time skip I'm assuming?
Kinda want a demon and human ship so...help?
No, we can timeskip!
(oki)
raz's eyes fluttered open as bright light's came in from the window. He sat up and stretched, glancing down at Jay with a small smile. He propped himself up on his elbow and gently stroked his hair
He was still asleep but it was fitful, constantly shifting. It wasn't obvious what was going on in his mind but it wasn't good.
Raz frowned slightly, "my poor king," he murmured, kissing his temple. He used the back of his hand to brush aside his hair that had fallen as well as to trace the curve of his lips
He kept shifting, whimpering softly in his sleep. Whatever he was going through, it definitely wasn't good.
He cradled Jay's head close to his chest and hummed softly. "you're safe my king, " he whispered softly, kissing his head multiple times
He tensed up at his touch, shifting away from his with a frightened whimper.
Raz glanced down at Jay in worry and gently shook his arm “my love, wake up. It’s only a dream.”
His heart rate was starting to increase rapidly, going from frightened to terrified.
He glanced around, knowing most of the doctors and nurses weren’t close by. He shook jay harder, trying to wake him up “Jay please, it’s just a dream.”
"D-Don't touch me!" He cried in mumbled fear. It wasn't just a bad dream, it was a night terror.
“Love please, it’s just me, Raz. I’m not going to hurt you.” He hadn’t realized he was crying up he felt something yet his his hand. “You need to wake up it’s just a bad dream!” He shook jay harder can, hoping to wake him
"P-Please! I'm s-sorry! I-I didn't mean it! Don't h-hurt me!" At this point, alarms were starting to go off on the machines he was attached to. He about to have a heart attack.
Raz was freaking out as well, glancing over his shoulder as nurses and doctors came in. Raz let them have their space and stood off to the side silently crying. They tried shaking Jay awake
He flinched away from everyone, sobbing and begging them to not hurt him, that he was sorry, that it didn't mean anything.
Raz came over and cupped both sides of his cheek. He pressed a kiss to his head and shut his eyes "Please, my king, wake up. I can't lose you." he was gently pulled away from Jay by the doctors " If he doesn't wake up soon we'll have to fully sedate him."
He shot straight up with a scream, finally awake but not in good shape. He sobbed into his hands, still caught up in his own head.
The doctors jumped back in surprise, the perfect opportunity for Raz to rush to his side. “Jay? Jay you’re safe. Love, you’re okay. Just breath.” He pressed their heads together and took his hands
He instantly pulled away from him, curling up into a ball and sobbing into his knees. He was trembling and still had a worryingly fast heart rate.
Raz flinched and backed away to a corner. He let the doctors calm Jay down until they ordered him and a few others out of the room
They tried to calm him but it just wasn't working. He was too worked up and there were too many people. They tried for a few more minutes until they eventually had to sedate him so that he could stop being at risk for a heart attack.
Raz stayed in the waiting room for most of the day, curled up in the corner with his head in his arms. The doctors told him to go home and get some rest or something to eat but he wouldn’t leave. All he was worried about was for Jay. He wanted to se him but at the same time knew he needed his space…again
Night terrors had plauged Jay since the night he died. Sometimes they were a bit more anxious and sometimes they were more violent and terrifying like this one. He woke from the sedative at lunch but he refused to eat. He curled up on his side, ignoring everything and everyone. He just wanted Raz back by his side. He wanted to talk to him, to explain what happened, and to just hold him and fall apart.
“Me Thompson, you can go see him again.” The doctor said, gently shaking his shoulder so he’d wake up. Raz glanced up, eyes red and face blotchy. He stood and wobbled slightly as he walked back to Jay’s room. He stood by the door and watched Jay for a bit before moving to a chair and curling up in it.
He was pale with a tinge of deathly blue. He glanced up when he heard the door open, his dull gold eyes following him. He reached out for him when he sat, wanting to know that he wasn't just a sedated illusion.
Raz looked up at him and stood. He took his hand gently and pressed a kiss to his hand “hi my king.”
"You're real." His voice was thin and small, almost broken. "You're not an illusion, right? They said the sedative could cause hallucinations."
“No love, I’m real.” He sat beside him and started to stroke his hair “i’m here my king.”
He looked like he was laying on his deathbed. From the tinge of blue in his skin to the dull color of his eyes, it didn't look like he was going to make it.