“And if he hurts you for doing that? No love, you need to cooperate until you’re strong enough to leave him.” He reasoned, stroking his hair
Kinda want a demon and human ship so...help?
"But what if I never am? Then you'll be left behind and the next time I see you will be when you're standing by my side in hell."
“I’ll wait until then my love.” He promised pressing kisses to his palm. “I’ll see you in Hell my darling.”
He rolled his eyes. "You'll fall in love long before you see me again. You'll forget about me in a month. Don't get my hopes up."
“I won’t my king,” he looked away, slightly worried. What If He did end up falling for someone else in the next few years. Would he still love Jay as much? Would he still wait to be reunited with him?
He sighed softly. "Even if you fall in love again, I never will. I'll always belong to you, no one else gets to have that."
“But that’s unfair to you. Waiting for me when I’ve moved on? No, I won’t don’t want to do that to you dear.” He looked up at Jay and shook his head “I’m yours, just as much as you are mine.”
"This is what I mean. I don't deserve you." He pecked his lips with a smile.
He laughed softly “I don’t deserve you my king.” He tugged him close by the shirt collar and kissed him harder
(I really just want to skip forward like 40 years when Raz dies and meets his love from when he was like 20 (we never did determine their ages) and in my head it's really cute)
He melted into him, kissing him back just as hard.
(Yeah lets do it! In my head Raz is in his mid 20s)
Raz only pulled away when he needed to breath, pressings kisses to any exposed skin so they weren’t without contact.
(Eee! Okay, has Raz met a new lover or has he kept to his promise?)
He loved him so much, waiting for him would always be worth it.
(I was thinking of having a roommate for him, not a lover but more of a brother?they can be partners but more ina brotherly way not romantic.)
(That works! We can do that!)
(Oki!)
Raz glanced down at Logan on his lap and smiled. He stroked his hair and watched some tv. It has years after Jay was forced to leave and Raz still stayed in Thebes sane apartment. He had put up a flyer for roommates, not wanting to be alone At the time and had immediately gotten a response from Logan. They had become close over the first few years they’d roomed together. Raz has told him about husband life both before and after Jay, wanting Logan to understand why he didn’t choose to have a romantic relationship with anyone. He had left out the part where Jay was a demon from hell but kept the rest the same. Logan understood but still wanted to be close with Raz. In another life, Raz would have been open to a romantic relationship with Logan, but in this case, they had both settled for a brotherly bond with each other. Raz still loved Logan immensely And would be devastated when their time came. He pressed a gentle kiss to Logan’s head and carried him to his own room before settling into his own bed and slowly falling asleep
Jay had been moved everywhere and was currently spending his time in Tokyo, seducing a guy named Connor. He'd been through countless contracts but none compared to Raz. He had kept to his promise, never finding another lover again. His heart still belonged to Raz. He wished he could go back and see him again but he knew he couldn't. Not for a while, at least.
(Sorry! Out at dinner)
(It’s ok!)
Raz awoke to Logan shaking his shoulder “Razzy wake up!!!”
Raz groaned and looked up to see Logan standing over him “Lo, it’s 7:30, go back to sleep.” Logan pouted and jumped on top of Raz. But Waffles and Whip cream closes at nine!” He whined. Raz sighed softly and ran a hand through his hair “You annoy me some times…”
“I love you too now get up!”
He sighed, getting ready for bed. He missed Raz, he really did. He checked his phone for notifications, texting back a few people when he scrolled down to Raz. He hesitated. He missed him so much. He was still thinking when he clicked the call button. He listened to the ringing, hoping he'd answer.
Raz was getting ready in his bedroom when he felt his phone ring in his pocket. He glanced down with a small smile and answered “hi darling. It’s a bit early to be calling don’t you think?” He teased, sitting down on the bed. He glanced up when Logan came in and silently asked for one more minute. Logan nodded in understanding and waved
“Lo says hi by the way.”
He smiled when he heard his voice. "You say that but I'm still in Tokyo seducing Connor so it's actually quite late. Just calling to check up on you, see how my love is doing."
“Ah right, sorry. Still the same guy? Jeez He’s Hard to get.” His but his lip with a smile “ I’m doing fine, beside being woken up early by Logan to get waffles, everything’s been fine.” He laughed softly as Logan stuck his tongue out and walked away. “How’s Tokyo?”
"Oh it's magical. I spend literal hours in Akihabara, it's such a fun place. I wish you could be here to see it." He gushed slightly. "I miss you, my prince. I really wish I could come home and see you again."
Raz smiled, glad that Jay was enjoying himself. “Me to, darling. I miss you too my king, I’ll see you soon, don’t worry.” He sighed softly and flopped back into the bed.
"Speaking of coming home, I have fantastic news. Sometime within the next month or so, I'm getting relocated again but this time it's to New York City! That's not too far! I'll finally get to see you again!"
“Really?! That’s great! Will Marcus let you?” He asked, worried about the demon. “You know how strict he is.”
"Pff, who cares? I'm coming to see you whether he wants me to or not. It's been, what, seven years? I'm seeing you, my love, no matter what he says."
(It’s oki! Enjoy your dinner!)
(It’s oki! Enjoy your dinner!)
(??? I am confusion
I mean, thanks?)
(Sorry, the response wouldn’t load so it showed a different one,)
“Alright darling, just be careful, please.” He smiled softly “Logan’s coming by the way, you know he can’t be left alone for five minutes.”
“I HEARD THAT!” Logan yelled from the living room