Role Play//One on One//Anyone who is online//It's gay and closed

“I could come to you…. you wouldn’t have to leave…” he cried, looking down at the ring as Lucifer took his hand.

Jamie completely broke then, clutching At Lucifer’s hands as hot tears ran down his face. “I’ll stay… but I’m scared, Lucifer. What if you find someone better than me down there… what if I lose you… what if I never get to see you ever again?” He shook from head to toe, his wings starting to fail him.

“I won’t live if I can’t talk to you, Lucifer. I seriously can’t. I don’t want to go back to being alone and bullied and hurt.”

“When will I get to see you again…?” He asked quietly, his tears flowing more as he thought about never getting to talk to his husband again. “Why can’t I go back up…? You can’t do anything to fix that…? Why can’t I visit you…? What if I never get to visit you ever again. I don’t want to marry you if I can’t see you.” He whispered. “I’m so scared that I’ll never be with you again. I can’t stay committed if I don’t get to see you… I’ll stay faithful but it’ll hurt. If I don’t get to see you I’ll die alone and I hate that thought.”

Jamie sniffled, trying to calm himself down so he wouldn’t fall out of the sky. It felt like his happiness had been slightly shattered by this new piece of information.

“6 months… child…” he echoed quietly, leaning into the other. “Can we go to your place…? I don’t feel much like flying anymore.” He whimpered.

“Will we never live together…? I wanted to live in a nice home with you… raise our children together… will that never happen?”

Jamie wrapped his arms around Lucifer’s neck, hugging him tightly. “I’ll be waiting for you… I’ve never felt more happy than I am when I’m with you…” he whispered. “Even we cant raise our children together… I want to be yours…”

“You can really do that….? So a child will be ours…?” Jamie asked hopefully, still shaking from silent sobs that wracked his body. “I do… I’m too tired to keep flying…”

“I want it to happen…” he murmured, following Lucifer with a slight drag to his movements. Jamie didn’t look as happy as he had been earlier. His heart ached. “I would like a bath. Lets bath together…”

“I am… I’m upset that I won’t get to live with you or see you for so long. We really can’t live together, Lucifer? Is it going to be only visits for the rest of our lives?” He asked quietly, but his voice wasn’t angry or upset. Just sad.

“I’m going to miss you…” he murmured, pressing closer after the kiss. “Six months is a long time not to talk to you. Can we at least send letters or something?” He asked, struggling to keep up with Lucifer’s speed as his wings grew more tired and heavier.

Jamie nodded softly, looking a little put down. He would have no way to contact Licifer. He would miss the other greatly.
As he was scooped up, Jamie sighed. He rested his head against Lucifer’s chest and breathed him in. He’d miss this warmth and scent.
“You better leave me with at least a sweatshirt, Lucifer.” He huffed playfully.

“I’d like that… let’s switch rings when we get back, okay?” He played with his ring, staring at it. “How long do we have with each other until you have to leave…?”

“Three days…..?” A lot less time than he had originally thought. His heart dropped but he managed to hide his increased sadness.

Jamie took the ring he was given and offered his own to Lucifer. He pressed the black metal to his lips in a soft kiss. “God I’m going to miss you so much….”

Jamie hummed at the kiss, leaning into the other’s grip. He blushed a light red at Lucifer’s words, biting his lip.

“O-okay…”

Jamie pouted, reaching out to run his fingers through Lucifer’s long hair. “You are beautiful. You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”

Jamie nodded gently, stripping himself down and sighing gently as he moved to hug Lucifer closely. “I love you…. a lot.”

“Okay,” he flashed a small smile before he stepped into the bath, sinking down into the water with a soft groan. It felt good to let the warm water wash over him and relax his tense muscles.