Tessa took a breath, then dived right in. "I've always been in the foster care system, even from birth. A lot of my families weren't ideal, so I found myself in the streets more often than not. There's one particular spot in town where all the street kids hang out, and that's where Cian set up shop.
"I was 10 at the time. I remember seeing a very fancy man moving into one of the rundown houses. He had a bunch of bags with him, and he was going in and out of the house multiple times to carry all the bags in. A few days passed, and there was a lot of construction going on, but I didn't know where. I couldn't see anything on the outside of the house being redone, but construction noises were coming from there.
"I don't remember exactly how long it took, but once it was done, that's when people started disappearing. The kids I used to play with were not showing up, even when they made promises to. I never saw them again." She paused, swallowing, then turned a burning gaze onto Cian as she said, "September 15, I was grabbed by three men in lab coats and dragged into that run-down house, then tossed down the stairs like a ragdoll.
"I blacked out, then woke up in a cage. The floor was already stained with blood. There were little girls and little boys even younger than me in other cages, screaming and clawing at themselves like bugs were crawling beneath their skin. They were screaming for 'more' and I didn't know what was going on. I was scared, but not for myself. I was scared for them because I just–I just knew that they wouldn't last long." She shook her head, dropping her gaze from Cian.
"I don't know how long I was down there, but I was soon enough grabbed and taken out of my cage. Five of the other children had died by then. I fought the men as they were taking me to the lab, but I couldn't get them off of me. They chained me to a metal table, then put a metal gag in my mouth when I wouldn't shut up." Now her voice was devoid of emotion, shutting it all off. "They stuck needles into me, injected unknown drugs into me, then left me there to do the same to some other poor child. I was there forever. I could feel the drugs in my veins. I wanted to claw it out, but my hands were chained to the table. I wanted to scream, but I was gagged. It hurt beyond belief, but I couldn't do anything about it.
"They then took the liberty of my unlikely survival to cut me open and see what the drugs did to my system. I don't remember what they said it did—I was too busy cursing them out and screaming in pain from them digging and cutting. No anesthesia was used, at all."
She took a breath, then looked to Alex. "There were four other test subjects along with me for that round of testing. Three died, one other survived. I was used again and again. Different drugs, same process. Sometimes I was locked in my cage while they waited for the effects to settle, sometimes I remained chained. We were all given minimal food and water so as to not mess with the results. We were all malnourished, skin and bone, and dehydrated. But we were also addicted. One dose made us crave for more. Sometimes the withdrawal was so intense it killed them.
"I tried escaping multiple times, but not all succeeded. He and the other men used trouble makers as an example, torturing them and punishing them in front of them all. I was used more often than not, but that didn't stop me from trying to fight, trying to escape. I eventually did, but I went back to help the others. Even if I knew they likely wouldn't survive, it was better to die in the streets—our home—than that hellhole."