"Oh anything construction or super dirty. Plumbing sewage… fuck that. Cleaning houses too. I look good in a maids outfit but Brittany should just learn to pick up a broom. Oh and reality TV star or anything like that. Bunch of BS." He shook his head and took a gulp,and nearly spat it out. "Shit! Forgot this was coffee and not whiskey." He coughed a bit and took a breath. "If you could live anywhere in the world,for free, where would that be?"
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"But this world's so limited…" he mumbled, soon picking up a louder tone. "Umm, perhaps Italy? I don't really know, I haven't looked much into other places, so I'm not really sure," he sighed, "though if I could live here for free that would be nice, I guess. What about you?" He pulled the hair tie from the ponytail atop his head and used to tie his hair back into a low ponytail, leaving out two long bangs framing the sides of his face.
"Hm? Oh. Hmm…maybe Paris. Some place with food dancing culture." He said the last part a little quieter, embarrassed a bit. "This may be rude,but what the hell. What's your sexuality? I'm gay so I'm not gonna hate on you or anything."
Amyr's lips twisted slightly. "My sexuality? Hmm, I'm not really sure," he replied. "I haven't really even thought about it at all." He thought back to what Ashton had said prior to the question. "Oh! And Paris is lovely I've landed –sorry– been there once. I tried escargot while I was there. It wasn't… my… thing. So tell me more about why you want to go to Paris in specific. Why not any other city in France?"
He shrugged. "I really don't know any other place in France…?" He said awkwardly, sipping his coffee. "Didn't pay very much attention in geography class. It's cool that you went there though." He said with a nod.
Amyr chuckled slightly at the response. "Fair enough," he said, his smile extremely wide and thin as the words slipped off of his tongue. He quickly pulled out his phone to check the time, 14 more minutes until his break was going to be over. "So, if by some miracle you didn't have to worry about money for a day, what would you spend the day doing? Or would you go on with the day as usual?"
"Hm? Oh probably as usual. Just put the money towards a house and other things." He said with a shrug. By this point his coffee was about half done but he really didn't want to go back yet.
"I'll be fine. Gotta eat light,keep skinny." He shrugs. "Keep off the pounds ya know. Make it easier to work." He nodded and took a gulp.
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"Hm? Oh no. I'm staying my whole friggin break and then walking back. Work can wait. I'd rather spend my time here, with you." He said the last part quieter, actually a little sheepish. He was surprised at this shy feeling, but shook his head and pushed on. "I have no idea when I get off work actually. I may end up just working another 24 hour shift. Flick will be fine. He likes crickets so if you could catch some and feed them to him that would be great. If not I'll drop by, probably late. Just leave the door unlocked if you brought him in. I won't touch a thing, just grab my little buddy and go." He said this with a nod.
"Okay. Well, I've only got around 10 minutes left to my break," he said, carefully rubbing a small coffee stain of the edge of the table with the cloth on his shoulder. His eyes locked onto the other boy for a moment, something in them slightly changing. Almost a more scrutinizing look showed itself within Amyr's eyes. It was as if there was something about Ashton that he just wasn't sure about, didn't trust even.
"Well, you can come by late, though I won't leave my door unlocked," he declared, "you can just ring the doorbell. If I'm asleep, I'm bound to wake up. I'm not a heavy sleeper." As the sentence finished, he trained his purple orbs onto the oak wood table in front of them.
Ashton noticed this change, and gave him a quizzical look. "Hey did I do anything wrong? You gave me a judgemental look." He said this with a certain toughness to his voice, noticing the way the man before him eyes refused to meet his.
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"No. You're fine. I just don't really trust people I don't know too well to be in my house while I'm sleeping," he explained, shrugging his shoulder lightly in an 'it is what it is' type of way. And though he was communicating with the other, his eyes hadn't left the table. They stayed fixed on the wooden surface, the shine of the ceiling lights against it so slightly blinding to his sensitive eyes. "Is there a problem with that?" he questioned, a thin, black eyebrow raised as punctuation.
"No no I get it. Stranger danger, theft and all that. My other question is, what's so interesting about the table? Why won't you look at me?" He then checked his phone,and noticed that he had 5 minutes until his break was up.
"Wood? Duh. Probably oak or birch, something common." He had gotten bored, so he got up. "Thanks for the coffee. I'll be back later for Flick… uh see ya around." And with that he's out the door and back to work.
Amyr waved goodbye to the other and got up to prepare for the rest of his shift. He'd taken his break four hours early, so he'd be working for nine straight hours. He walked behind the counter with a loud sigh and called on the next customer with a bright "Next!" accompanied by a bright smile.
Ashton walked into the dark place and sat at the bar for a moment. He ordered himself a water as his eyes got adjusted to the bright flashing lights. He had to hit the stage in an hour, and he had a lot of prep to do. So. He chugged the water,headed into back room, got on his personal,favorite, the Playboy Bunny outfit,and he began to do his stretches. Afterwards he got on makeup, and then onto the center stage he went to begin his lustful work.
The whole day, Amyr had patchy focus. One moment thinking about a customer's order, the next zoning out, and thinking about Ashton. Hardly anything could pull him out of his trances, aside from burning hot coffee getting on his hands from a cup he had over-filled. Multiple complaints rolled in about a ditsy barista ruining their orders, which, of course, was eventually traced back to Amyr. The manager walked up to Amyr calmly and placed a light hand on his bony shoulder.
"Hey, Amyr," she began softly. "Why don't you go home for today? You're already tracking ahead in hours for the week, so no harm will be done there."
As she spoke, Amyr just stood, glassy-eyed for a moment, before finally registering everything. "If you insist," he complied, removing his apron and cleaning up everything. In a matter of moments, he had wrapped up everything and began walking toward the door, waving goodbye to everyone over his shoulder.
The walk home was bland as usual, the wind blowing over his shoulder pretty much pushing him all the way there. The scenery was lush and green. The sunlight bounced off of tree leaves and into the eyes of Amyr. It hurt ever-so-slightly, though he still thought it to be beautiful. Just as beautiful as some of the animals he had passed along the way. Squirrels and hares alike frolicked along the path he walked, it brought a thin smile to his face.
Soon enough, he was there. The small house of black and white he called home awaited him. It sat there, arms open, door closed. He walked up to it slowly, shoes scuffing against the stone walkway to the entrance. In a few strides, he was face-to-wood with the door, turning a key slowly within the lock and pushing in. Cool air met his face and another smile pressed onto him.
"I'm home," he whispered to himself.
(that got me like right in the feels. Poor lonely boi)
Ashton worked hard for a few more hours, and ended up being released early as he couldn't stand right anymore, and the cigarette burns in his back would need some time to heal. He was a mess. Still. He got himself in his hoodie and sweats, took off the makeup, and headed too Amyr's house. It was only 5:00 in the afternoon, so the sun was still shining,making him hot as he walked up to the house and knocked on the door. He was sweating, and had hickies and bruises all over his body. His butt was also really red. He was in absolute pain. Still. There he stood for his lizard, and then to disappear from Amyr. He didn't want it to be this way but it had to be. He was a lone wolf. And he didn't want to go crashing into Amyrs world. Ruin him as he has so many others.
Amyr walked over the old, white door carefully and opened it, coming face-to-face with Ashton. "Oh, you must be here for your–" Amyr cut his sentence short once he fully took in the state of the other. His eyes narrowed slightly and his bottom lip stuck out a little as he twisted his mouth.
The appearance of the other was pitiful at best. He saw beads of sweat on the shorter male's forehead and noticed a slight tremble. "Are you alright, Ashton?" The end of the sentence slipped off Amyr's tongue awkwardly. He had yet to get used to addressing the other by name. "You don't look like you're doing too well."
"Yeah I'm fine Amyr." The lie did not slide off his tongue as it more stumbled out and plumeted to the ground with a heavy angry tone to it. "I'll be out of your hair as soon as I have Flick." He was pretty used to not relying on people, and them pushing him away. He only asked for small favors and even then that was rare. "Just need some aspirin and a few drinks,I'll be fine." He was leaning on the door flame,and clinging to it a bit so he could stand.
Amyr's eyebrows furrowed slightly at the response of the other. He didn't believe it at all, but he was going to flat-out call Ashton a liar.
"If you say so," he replied hesitantly, "but why don't you come in and sit down until while I go find my aspirin?" He suggested, gesturing to the seats of his living room as he walked away. "Your gecko is on the coffee table there anyhow."
He gladly stumbled in and plopped down into one of the chairs. "Thank you. So,so much." He then reached for the fish tank and smiled softly. "Hi there little dude. Ya miss me?"
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