Oleander Azra Kamal

Oleander- Greek; "An Evergreen Tree, Flower"

Azra- Arabic; "Pure"

Kamal- Turkish; "Perfection"

Ollie, Ole, Lee

20

April 29th

Trans Male (FtM)
(He/Him)

Gay

163cm (5'4")

Dark Brown/Black, Curly shoulder-length, Wolf cut. Loose curls hang on his forehead.

Brown, round eyes with heavy eyelids. Dark bags under his eyes from lack of sleep. Gentle, curved eyelashes.

His face is square, with a soft angle on the jawline. His eyebrows are thick but well-kept and have a delicate arch to them. He has a Roman nose and rounded lips that curve up at the corner into a slight smile

A light beige with subtle rose undertones

Caucasian
Middle Eastern-European

Rectangular, thin but of a healthy weight. His pelvis and ribs are not visible through the skin but his collarbone and spine are.

He often wears a loose button-up shirt with colourful patterns on them, often depicting plants; he always keeps a few buttons at the top undone. On colder days he wears a sweater vest over the top of his shirt. He hardly ever wears long-sleeved clothing, but only wears long pants, no matter the weather. His favourites are the cuffed high-rise jeans, however, he'll frequently wear Khaki style pants as well. His socks are always mix-matched and coloured, and he wears the same pair of white sneakers every day.

very light hair, mostly arms and legs

He has small moles/freckles under the left corner of his mouth, on his right cheek and under his left eye. He has 2 top surgery scars under his breasts, which have been decorated by flower tattoos. Has faded, light scars across his wrists and upper arms. His ears are pierced but the holes are closing up.

His nature is very kind and timid. He has an approachable disposition, however, chooses to spend most of his time alone (that is, until current events). He's cautiously curious and likes to open his mind to all sorts of opportunities and possibilities. He's quite emotionally sensitive and empathetic.

His character is soft and friendly, however, he can be quite reserved and standoffish with strangers. He actively avoids stressful situations and conflicts and becomes stressed very frequently. He gets attached to people very quickly and could be perceived as a "doormat" in some situations.

His personality is shaped by the people around him. He's not very open about his childhood and life before moving to Chicago, he's completely abandoned the personality he had as a kid and made a new one based on what others want of him. It's only after his diagnosis that he realises that he doesn't really have a personality of his own.

• Completing his bucket list


• Living what's left of his life to the fullest


• Becoming his own person

• Adaptive; He's very flexible when it comes to change of plans, however, this can change in certain contexts.




• Kind; He's outwardly friendly, however, he can be difficult to talk to with how reserved he is.




• Peaceful; He's very calm and rarely lashes out. He dislikes conflict and prefers to come quietly than put up a fight.




• Well-meaning; He's kind-hearted and everything he does, he does with the best intentions in mind.




• Inquisitive; He's naturally curious and he enjoys learning and experiencing new things.




• Empathetic; He's aware of the feeling and social cues of the people around him.




• Open-minded; He's rather liberal with his thinking and is open to considering most opinions and thoughts.

• Aloof; He's slightly standoffish and doesn't often engage with strangers.




• Awkward; He's not very experienced in social situations and may come off as brash or unfriendly




• Naive; He's inexperienced in most things in life, which often gets him hurt and in trouble




• Anxious; He's a very nervous young man, and he doesn't often put himself out there or interact with new people.




• Terse; He typically speaks in short simple sentences, however, this can change depending on the situation.




• Weak; He's physically and emotionally quite weak. He breaks under pressure easily and can't really defend himself.




• Cowardly; He's afraid of most inconveniences and often backs away from fears instead of facing them.

• Fear of thunderstorms (Astraphobia); He fears the loud noise of storms and often becomes frantic and distressed when not comforted




• Fear of illness (Hypochondria); He's hyper-aware of his health and his symptoms at all times and fears for when he turns for the worse




• Fear of doctors/hospitals (Iatrophobia); He fears the smell and sounds of hospitals and doctors, it often makes him nauseous




• Fear of death (Necrophobia); He's terrified of dying, and his diagnosis only fueled his fear ten-fold. He used to have nightmares about dying alone and helpless.

INFJ-T

Introverted (83%)
Intuitive (79%)
Feeling (86%)
Judging (63%)
Turbulent (90%)

Spokane, Washington State, USA

Born into a Muslim family, however, he is not religious himself

Turkish
English

Turkish (100%)

Fatal Familial Insomnia (FFI)

6-36 months

Dementia (eventually)

Oleander and Mars .
- Oleander; Mother Mother
- I Love You So; The Walters
- Sign of the Times; Harry Styles
- Sunkissed; khai dreams
- I Wanna Be Yours; Artic Monkeys
- All I Want; Kodaline
- Hug All Ur Friends; Cavetown
- The Beach; The Neighbourhood
- The Moon Will Sing; The Crane Wives
- Work Song; Hozier
- The Milk Carton; Madilyn Mei
- icarus; luvbug
- listen before i go; Billie Eilish
- Just a Man; Jorge Rivera-Herrans
- Achilles Come Down; Gang of Youths
- Ma Belle Evangelina; The Princess and the Frog
- What a Feeling; One Direction

Ragdoll Cat

Taurus

Sage Green

Chevrotain