can i talk to someone ???

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Hi

Well hello

Hi

hey

How you doing?

not good

Want to talk about it?

yeah

I'm hear to listen, so good ahead

Well its like everything i do is wrong, and i am really really close to running away, and i'm grounded so i cant talk to anyone about it. I don't know what to do.

I'm also here. raises hand

What are you grounded for? (I don't want to intrude too much, so if you want to keep that to yourself, that's totally fine too)

Falls through portal. I am also here!

I lied to my mom about my grades.

I know what that feels like, trust me. Just take a deep breath. Try to assess your situation. Why do you think everything you do is wrong? Why do you want to run away? Would running away help you? Like at all? How would you take care of yourself?

I am just sick of getting yelled at for everything it's like my parents blame me a lot but my brother is a perfect little angle. i have no plan at all.

Hey, I know what it feels like, but if it is really that helpless then who am I to stop you? Just because you're grounded doesn't mean, your family doesn't love you, I know it's tough right now, but you'll get through it. If you ran away, where would you go, where would you get a job or get money, do you have the supplies and necessities, and can you take care of yourself?

angel ***

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I know how you feel in that aspect, my sister is one of those angels too. Have you ever tried writing about it? I know it won't work for everyone, but I used to be in a dark place a few years ago, so I made a character. I took all of those terrible feelings into him, and my character was kinda like a vent. He was what I always wanted to show people. He always expressed his feeling in a way I never could. Maybe you could find something like that.

I don't know what else to do though. i got mad at my mom when we were at Walmart just a little bit ago and i grabbed my drink out of the basket and left her purse in it and walked out she was in front of me and we almost get to the car and i said where is your purse i left it in the basket but i do not remember seeing it so i got yelled at ago when i tried telling her that it was not on purpose

I know the feeling. I don't want to assume anything about your situation, but generally the way you're feeling is connected to other feelings, such as feelings of self-hate or worthlessness towards yourself. I have struggled with self-hate for a long time, and I am still struggling with it right now. Some things that I would suggest to help yourself calm down would be to take a shower, clean your room, take a walk, play with a pet, read something inspirational, or just look at lots of puppy pictures. If, however, this is not your situation, I would still advise doing some of these things because it might help you reassess your plan and reasoning.
Sorry, I'm a psychology nerd.

Yeah i will try to write about it. I just feel alone a lot right before school ended i lost all but 1 of my friends and my boyfriend and my mom does not get that i'm still upset about it, and being grounded since February and not being able to do anything even though u cant fix anything now i feel so alone

Question, like nothing to pry or anything, but do you only have 1 sibling?

yeah, we are 7 years apart i'm 15 he is 8

also my mom just came to me and acted like nothing happened

Oh, well I know exactly how you're feeling right now. My parents don't really get me either, so I usually spend most of my time on here, or I get outside the house as much as possible if I'm not allowed to access my electronics.

My mom did the same to me once, and I think she just doesn't realize how upset you are. Maybe you could try talking to her and tell her how upset you are. I know it can be hard to talk to parents, so you could even just write a letter and if all else fails just throw it at her and have her read it.

I like how you said to throw it at her. Throwing things at your parents always solves the problem. (No offense, that was just sarcasm.)