Saimota Rp with @brave_soldier

Shuichi sighed. " I'd have been fine.."

"I…I couldn't…take that chance….!" He felt bad..

Shuchi shook his head, nuzzling the other.

Kaito looked at the other before looking away, trying to hide the amount of pain he was in..

" I know your hurting" he said softly

He couldn't deny it even if he could, given what happened, but he was trying to hide the extent of the pain.

" I love you Kai"

Kaito looked at him again and smiled ever so slightly, that being all he could manage at the time..

(Hey)

Shuichi sighed. He intertwined their fingers and felt their rings connect

Kaito continued to look at the other. There was so much he wanted to say, ranging from simply telling the other he loved him to trying to assure him that this would all be over soon, but he just couldn't.

Shuichi looked to the other, seeing his longing.

He eventually looked away, finding it pointless to even try to communicate. He truly didn't know how to, and he didn't want the other to worry..

Shuichi sighed, watching his phone again

The room fell into an awkward silence for a while.. There was no point in attempting a conversation, as the one couldn't reply.. However, as time went on and he still had yet to look at his husband once more, it was clear that something was bothering him…

Shuivhi looked up " Kai, what's going on?" He handed him a peice of paper and a pencil

Kaito thought for a moment before writing things down. It took a few minutes, but eventually showed the paper to Shuichi.

I have to admit, I feel so bad for what happened.. I wasn't thinking. I should have listened to your concerns about the wedding… I should have rescheduled it.. I feel like you might lose me, and we just got married… I mean, with my health conditions on top of being shot… I'm sorry…

" it's alright, while your right, I can lose you, but I won't let you go. I'll always find you."

Kaito looked at the other for a moment before deciding to reply.

I appreciate it, Shuichi… I really do… I hate to admit it, but I'm scared that I might die…and I'm sorry.. I had to protect you, but I don't want you to lose me…

(And I have decided to wrap this up because they deserve happiness-)

They managed to talk things through and calm each other. While it took a while, eventually, Kaito did recover. Returning home made him really happy, and even if he had yet to be able to do much, he had to do things to make Shuichi happy. Mostly cuddles and maybe going out.

"It's nice to be home.." He smiled a bit. "If you're okay with it, why don't we get some food?"

( @brave_soldier Let's have a final two day revive of this!)

Shuichi smiled “ yes,”

Kaito smiled in response to that. "Let's go, then!"

His energy seemed to be returning, which was a good sign. He was doing a lot better than he was a few days before.

“ where too?”

"I've got an idea!" Kaito smiled, taking the other's hand and taking him to his favorite restaurant. "And we're here!"

" wow that was quick."

"Yeah, I can still run pretty quickly despite everything that happened," Kaito chuckled. "Now let's eat!"

" alright!"

Kaito smiled as he sat down with Shuichi. For the first time since they had gotten married, things were finally okay. They were happy, just going on a date. For once, no one's health was a cause for concern. There was nothing wrong anymore. It all seemed perfect as Kaito happily chatted about space as he would, a wide and bright grin on my face the entire time.

Shuichi sat and listened