(Sometimes family members are incredibly stupid… I started getting diagnosed with stuff at like ten {took them – not my parents, but the professionals – long enough} Then my mood disorder and autism weren't diagnosed until last year when I was in that place for threatening to kill someone. {I was not having it that day…} So, simply, I'm a psycho and BTS is most likely the only reason I haven't murdered or tried to murder my grandparents – or certain classmates – yet… So, thanks to them for the mental help, because I get more from them than people, and this is a general rant now)
Sanders Sides Role Play // Closed //
(Yeah… I'm probably a psychopath but my mooom doesn't believe me :) she's like "you don't show any of the signs" and I'm over here, lying to her throughout the entire conversation, and feeling absolutely no guilt?? Idk man, I guess I'm just a good liar because they didn't know about any of my problems for years haha :))) love my family so much)
(Like, yes, I know that I'm crazy. When I'm angry, I will literally start strategically plotting murders to not get caught, so my logic is still somewhat intact, but very messed up. Then if I'm not near people, I will literally stab my sketchbook to death while still planning people's murders. Like, I'm crazy, and if BTS didn't exist… um… I'd probably be in a lot of trouble for murder by now…)
(Yeah same lol but I don't have BTS so I guess I just have some good self control)
(I mean, BTS is my coping mechanism, since I'm a huge fan. Wait, isn't that obvious? This account is practically Jin's social media account if he had one…)
(Yeah I can tell you're a fan lol. I just don't really know anything about BTS and boy bands aren't really my thing. You like what you like, though, I'm not here to judge)
(It's fine! BTS is my life and my help! I'm having a bad day? BTS songs and videos! I need to rant? Rant to my phone/laptop wallpaper! {usually set to Jin, but that's my friend's decisions, though I am Jin-biased, obviously…} If only those boys knew how much they've helped me…)
(No problem <33)
(Anyways, since I'm not mad anymore, give me a sec to continue the rp)
"Well, thanks for that, Logan! Give it to me when you've got it, okay? Then I'll read it and we can continue discussing it together like we have been!" Patton said.
Logan nodded. "I can pick it up when I go to the library tomorrow. You can come with if you're willing to wake up that early."
"Okay, Logan! I can't wait to read it with you! We should be able to have some good discussions about it, too!" Patton said.
"Indeed. Is there anything else you want to talk about, Patton?" He asked.
"Not that I can think about…" Patton said. He truly didn't, but his feelings for Logan still being a secret was annoying him.
Logan nodded and looked at his watch. "Alright, then. I will retire to my room to study. See you tomorrow, Patton." He stood up and left the room.
Patton decided to go to his own room, not really knowing what else to do until the next day, so he laid on his bed and thought about things, which were mostly either animals or Logan.
Logan studied into the small hours of the morning, a loud thud eventually resonating from his room when he passed out from exhaustion.
Patton was oddly enough awake with not having anything to do. He had never fallen asleep, though he was lost in daydreams most of the time. He heard the loud thud and immediately rushed into Logan's room to see him passed out on the floor. He was panicking slightly, but he picked Logan up and laid him down on his bed, not knowing what else to do other than to try and figure out why Logan had passed out.
Logan was dead asleep at this point, his breathing slow and easy. He seemed to be overall okay other than overworking himself. He hadn't slept in days in favor of using the time to study.
Patton was still visibly worried about him, and he would've gotten any of the others but he didn't want to disturb their sleep when he knew that they'd probably be either confused or too tired to deal with this. He looked at Logan, who was now asleep, and a couple of tears formed in his eyes due to the worry. "Logan… I-I hope that you're okay…"
Logan was asleep for hours. His mind not being able to force himself to stay awake meant his body was trying to catch up on the sleep it had missed. Six a.m. came and went, and Logan was still very much asleep.
Patton never went to bed himself. He knew that it was a stupid decision, but his worries about Logan made it impossible to fall asleep and he felt like had to be there to care for Logan in some way.
Virgil awoke a bit later and went downstairs into the kitchen. He figured that Logan had just gone to the library already and didn't think anything of him not being there.
Finally, at around ten in the morning, Logan started to stir a bit.
Patton noticed this, and he was glad to see Logan finally waking up, though still slightly worried about him. He decided to not say anything, though, noticing that Logan was not fully awake and that he wouldn't get a good response out of him until he was fully awake anyway.
It took another minute or two for Logan to groggily open his eyes. He seemed confused, naturally, as he wasn't in his bed very often. "Patton…?"
"Logan! Are you okay? Do you need anything? I-I can get you anything…!" Patton was still partially in a state of slight panic from everything that had happened.
"I'm… fine. Why am I in bed?" He asked, sitting up and pushing the covers off of himself. "And why are you in here?"
"Ah, um, you kinda passed out around two in the morning… I've been in here ever since hoping that you'd wake up and be okay… I also did lay you down so you could be more comfortable…" Patton said.
Logan's eyes widened and he checked his watch, swearing in frustration when he saw what time it was. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. "God… I'm gonna be late now, aren't I?" He hopped out of bed and started bustling around hurriedly.
"Logan… no… Y-You can't go to school…! Y-You're not okay…!!! Y-You literally passed out earlier…!!! I-I'm not sure about what's going on… but you can't go to school…!" Patton was clearly very worried about Logan from the panicked tone in his voice to the tears forming in his eyes as the worries got worse.